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Okay, first, this vent i inspired of : www.deviantart.com/koerenn/art… from Koerenn

Second, I did this for test blood/ tears

And third...

I don't think I'm okay. I just want to give up sometimes, go in an other place, for breathe.
When I'm with my friends, I'm not comfortable. I love them, it's not the problem, I really need them, but I don't talk a lot about myself, I listen their life, and it doesn't bother me, I laught with them, I smile with them, I do allthing for they not see how much
I feel... Broken, I think ?
Oh, sh*t, it's looks like DramaQueen, non ? x')

My parents... I love them, but I think I will never found in my place in this family. My sisters, we always shout against one or against an other. It's very sh*tting, I know. I have bad marks at school, and my parents exasperate about this, but... I don't feel anything about school, marks or other. But I want make them proud of me. I really want that but I don't success this task. I'm always in my bedroom, I draw, I animate, and do other thinks
But them don't know, all of my irl family, friends, don't know I have an "other life" with youtube, da, skype and discord and other social network.
I don't show my drawing, animation, and I don't tell anithing about my other friends, from internet. Once I talk about them to my best friend, because she see on my phone one message in skype with my internet firends, and she doesn't understand why I talk with people I don't know, in real life. I think she found it's... weird ?
I never talk about this after that.
And I don't want to talk about that again, I proud about my internet friend, they are the last thing I believe in this f*cking world.
I really want to be sociable, I do more effort, but It don't success. I'm not like that, I'm unable to do something good.
Oh my good, It's really looks DramaQueen, really I'm sorry for this long text...

I think, I need to tell my feeling to stranger, people I don't really know...
(I promese, the next time, drawing will be about happiness :3)
Bye !

Description
Okay, first, this vent i inspired of : www.deviantart.com/koerenn/art… from Koerenn

Second, I did this for test blood/ tears

And third...

I don't think I'm okay. I just want to give up sometimes, go in an other place, for breathe.
When I'm with my friends, I'm not comfortable. I love them, it's not the problem, I really need them, but I don't talk a lot about myself, I listen their life, and it doesn't bother me, I laught with them, I smile with them, I do allthing for they not see how much
I feel... Broken, I think ?
Oh, sh*t, it's looks like DramaQueen, non ? x')

My parents... I love them, but I think I will never found in my place in this family. My sisters, we always shout against one or against an other. It's very sh*tting, I know. I have bad marks at school, and my parents exasperate about this, but... I don't feel anything about school, marks or other. But I want make them proud of me. I really want that but I don't success this task. I'm always in my bedroom, I draw, I animate, and do other thinks
But them don't know, all of my irl family, friends, don't know I have an "other life" with youtube, da, skype and discord and other social network.
I don't show my drawing, animation, and I don't tell anithing about my other friends, from internet. Once I talk about them to my best friend, because she see on my phone one message in skype with my internet firends, and she doesn't understand why I talk with people I don't know, in real life. I think she found it's... weird ?
I never talk about this after that.
And I don't want to talk about that again, I proud about my internet friend, they are the last thing I believe in this f*cking world.
I really want to be sociable, I do more effort, but It don't success. I'm not like that, I'm unable to do something good.
Oh my good, It's really looks DramaQueen, really I'm sorry for this long text...

I think, I need to tell my feeling to stranger, people I don't really know...
(I promese, the next time, drawing will be about happiness :3)
Bye !