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So close and still so far (Frostiron)

Sumary: Tony asks Loki for divorce. This is what happens after... AU.

Part I:

Say that Tony was uncomfortable was an euphemism, Loki was not moving at all, he was just… there. Tony was starting to worry about him, he didn’t know if he should call an ambulance or something.

-You know things weren’t working out, we were just together for the sake of being together, there wasn’t any love left between us-Tony said a little desperate for a reaction-I still care about you, Loki but I think we’re hurting each other living like this… -he waited but Loki remain in silence-we can be friend, you know? we don’t have to hate each other, right? right? And we can…-he stopped in middle sentence. Loki move a hand and put it in his heart, Tony was about to ask him if he was feeling OK (or if he was having a heart attack, maybe) but Loki just took a pen from his blazer a signed the papers without hesitation, Tony was surprised. The dark haired man stood up and left the room, his gaze was fixed on the front and when Loki closed the door, Tony felt like he will never see him again.

*

It was a year later, in a party, that he saw him again. he was talking with Natasha, it was New Year’s Eve and they were all reunited. After the divorce, Loki decided to take a trip to London, to see his family but he didn’t come back, Clint, who is Loki’s best friend, was really mad at Tony for two months. Tony was dating a girl from Stark Industries, Pepper and they were doing good but he wasn’t sure that he wanted a commitment just yet.

-I have something to tell you-said Tasha.

-What is it?

-Loki’s coming today-Tony was shocked for a few seconds, and then he just threw back his head and drank all his scotch in one.

-Good for me-he said, Natasha raised an eyebrow and rolled her eyes.

-Behave, please, he’s here after a long time and I’d like for Clint to stop pouting about his friend.

-I’ll behave, mom-he said rolling his eyes.

She didn’t say anything and went for another drink.

-Hello, handsome-Tony grinned to his girlfriend.

-Hello, there.

-I brought you a drink-he almost rolled his eyes when he saw a martini, she still doesn’t learn that he likes scotch.

-Thank you, darling-she smiled.

He heard a scream and turned to see Clint running to the door, he saw him threw himself into a man that could only be Loki but he could barely see him whit Clint all over him. When they finally separated, Tony almost gasped. He was gorgeous, his black hair was shorter and his body looked way better than the thinner form he had when they divorced. And his smile. God, Tony hasn’t seen that smile since their wedding, at least. Loki said hello to everyone, giving hugs from right to left, when they finally saw each other, face to face, Tony expected to see sadness or that he would be tense. But Loki just smiled at him.

-Tony! Is so good to see you. And you must be, Pepper, I’m Loki, I heard a lot about you-he said and it sounded so sincere that Tony just stood there, gaping like a fish out of the water.

-I heard about you, too, is nice to meet you-said Pepper with a happy smile-Clint wouldn’t shut up about you, he really missed you.

-And I missed him, too-giggled Loki, he fucking giggled.

When their marriage was ending, Loki almost never smiled, or he was reading something or outside the house, Tony and him only talked everything they fought.

-Loki!-the dark haired man turned around and his face lit up. A man was coming towards him, his hair was blond and his face sincere and peaceful, he was tall and really handsome.

-What took you so long?-he asked moving towards the men with a big smile.

-I couldn’t park anywhere-he said and then he kissed him. Kissed him. Tony was shocked. Loki pull apart and smiled again, Tony felt a pain in his chest when he recognized that smile, it was the smile full of love that Loki give him in their wedding.

-Tony, Pepper, this is Steve, my fiancé.

-Fiancé?!