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We met in a frenzy of unlovable emotion
Me feeling unwanted
You feeling lost and vulnerable,
But the thing is
We were never any of those things

I remember how you apologized
Not wanting to take up my time
I remember wanting you to take up
Every second I had

I remember wondering, wandering, and waiting
That first night under the stars
Where despite my ass being far too big
We sat and talked on old park swings
And although I admit I was sore in the morning
I don't regret it
The bruises on my ass I mean

And when you turned to walk away you looked sad

Honestly,
I didn't think I would ever see you again

But I'm glad
So glad I did

Because our talks became novels,
And those novels were best sellers
In that bookstore called, "My Mind"
I still peek through the pages
Turning to my favorite parts,
Looking for every word I can find
That sounds like, You

I said your name like a prayer
Always in two parts and always sacred,
I honestly miss
Every second we don't kiss
So I kiss those letters of your name, and I pray

I never know for sure if you miss me
We are camera flashes in each others lives
And I spy your heart on occasion
Other times I can see sadness
Leaking from the cracks that someone left
I know we never talk about our Ex's
Because we live silently by that rule,
"If you don't have something nice to say..."

How your tongue plays on mine
Is more than words could portray,
And when I see that sadness melt away
I think, "Damn, She's fucking beautiful"
Even though I try to say it everyday.

I do say it everyday,

But even if I forget
You'll always have this

Every word I wrote for every girl
Seems like nothing in a world of songs and poems
That didn't mean shit
Because I didn't know
I didn't know how easy it was
For those words to become poison,
And how you would become the antidote

So no matter how it ends,
How this story plays out,
I want the world to know you were part of it.

Because as I writer I have only one indefinite power
I can pass the hours in mental masturbation,
Or solidify the names of those I love in immortality

And if there is anyone that deserves to be immortal

It's you

Description
We met in a frenzy of unlovable emotion
Me feeling unwanted
You feeling lost and vulnerable,
But the thing is
We were never any of those things

I remember how you apologized
Not wanting to take up my time
I remember wanting you to take up
Every second I had

I remember wondering, wandering, and waiting
That first night under the stars
Where despite my ass being far too big
We sat and talked on old park swings
And although I admit I was sore in the morning
I don't regret it
The bruises on my ass I mean

And when you turned to walk away you looked sad

Honestly,
I didn't think I would ever see you again

But I'm glad
So glad I did

Because our talks became novels,
And those novels were best sellers
In that bookstore called, "My Mind"
I still peek through the pages
Turning to my favorite parts,
Looking for every word I can find
That sounds like, You

I said your name like a prayer
Always in two parts and always sacred,
I honestly miss
Every second we don't kiss
So I kiss those letters of your name, and I pray

I never know for sure if you miss me
We are camera flashes in each others lives
And I spy your heart on occasion
Other times I can see sadness
Leaking from the cracks that someone left
I know we never talk about our Ex's
Because we live silently by that rule,
"If you don't have something nice to say..."

How your tongue plays on mine
Is more than words could portray,
And when I see that sadness melt away
I think, "Damn, She's fucking beautiful"
Even though I try to say it everyday.

I do say it everyday,

But even if I forget
You'll always have this

Every word I wrote for every girl
Seems like nothing in a world of songs and poems
That didn't mean shit
Because I didn't know
I didn't know how easy it was
For those words to become poison,
And how you would become the antidote

So no matter how it ends,
How this story plays out,
I want the world to know you were part of it.

Because as I writer I have only one indefinite power
I can pass the hours in mental masturbation,
Or solidify the names of those I love in immortality

And if there is anyone that deserves to be immortal

It's you