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ANothER raMBle

Recently ive been wanting some alone time(currently). A serious time for me to be alone. I'm frustrated with myself and how things are going. I might have to drop some people. The some that dont try to make a difference. I think ive vented about this before. Nothing is really helping, I think if I continue walking through this route, and the guide of this class im taking in college. I can find new pieces of myself. I dont think im healthy, i think im getting really worse. Right now, I have this random self confidence who is tired of this depress shit and how i used to be. If i dont talk to you dont think i hate you or anything. I just need to fix myself. I need my space and energy. I cant help anyone or be around so often with people. With the some i hanged out, basically non in DA. i think they would be understanding? I'll get influenced with their negative behavior and all i want is support and to get better. The only thing to do is to start by helping myself. I promise myself to get back into therapy, find a damn physicist because I obviously need meds to help me fight depression. I dont know how long i can fight it. I will keep getting myself busy by doing art.

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ANothER raMBle

Recently ive been wanting some alone time(currently). A serious time for me to be alone. I'm frustrated with myself and how things are going. I might have to drop some people. The some that dont try to make a difference. I think ive vented about this before. Nothing is really helping, I think if I continue walking through this route, and the guide of this class im taking in college. I can find new pieces of myself. I dont think im healthy, i think im getting really worse. Right now, I have this random self confidence who is tired of this depress shit and how i used to be. If i dont talk to you dont think i hate you or anything. I just need to fix myself. I need my space and energy. I cant help anyone or be around so often with people. With the some i hanged out, basically non in DA. i think they would be understanding? I'll get influenced with their negative behavior and all i want is support and to get better. The only thing to do is to start by helping myself. I promise myself to get back into therapy, find a damn physicist because I obviously need meds to help me fight depression. I dont know how long i can fight it. I will keep getting myself busy by doing art.