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LOVE OF 1,000 LIVES

One more month of you and I,
a heart filled with love and stars in our eyes
time for love, just one more kiss...
lie away...and reminis
one more month i've spent with u
and a million more waiting to come true.

Blood so cold

Drops of blood fall upon my head
A drop of blood for every tear drop you shead
I feel like shit for all ive said
I know now the demons that run loose in my head
Those fucken bastards try and push you away my friend
Ill take up my gun and put them to bed
Blow those sick ass monkeys out of my head
They cut and slash hack and cleave they take every wounderful momory from me
Finnaly im done so sick am I
Pull the trigger and listen to angel lulabies

Light From The Inside.

The roses arent red....and the violets arent blue....because the only colors I see is the light that comes from you.....the red of your lips...the blue of your eyes....everything about you makes me feel love inside... the way you hug me... the sound of your laugh... the look you give me when your just a lil bit mad...if only you knew that it all brings a smile to my face... if only you knew how good you tast... I know sometimes it may seem like I just dont care.... it may seem like I would rather be off somewhere... but it just isnt right... it just isnt true... I would give anything... and everything to you... I would give up my heart...and I would give up my soul...if it ment you could live a life free of pain...if you could always have a place to lay your head at night...im telling you this now... and ill tell you again... the best I can give you... is love in the end..

Nova colored love

when i look into your eyes
when they look into me
What is left of the shatered man you see
My heart is black
My soul is gone
Creatures of the night lie inside my head
They twist and warp every word youve said
so i cut and bleed
Bleed and cry
while i sit in a cornor shakeing all night
Now as your eyes look into me
Do they see the tear drop of blood that trickles down
And slowly roles off my cheek.

UNTITLED..

So very tierd...
Need to cry..
I want to go...
But don't want to say good by...
I feel you heart..
And I feel your pain..
It's time to appolagize for everything
Im sorry about the time that i forgot your life...
Im sorry for all the times that ive made you cry at night..
And most of all...
Im sorry for having to say im sorry..
Now its my turn to cry..
Now its your turn..
To say good by..
Turn my wrist..
Close my eyes..
Blade pushes in and i say good night..

Old ass song thinger

you hear my heart
you touch my face
you tell me i have a beautiful tast
you nurse my wounds
and you heal my mind
you promiss you will never leave me behind

but my pride is hurt
and my soul is shot
i dont know if i can do this or not

but ill try for you
ill try for me
ill try any thing
for the love that you give to me

and all ill ask
all i want
is for you to feel the want

cause i want your love
i want your mind
i want every thing that other people might leave behind

so ill leave you with this
just one more kiss
just one more time for us to remonnance
about our love and about our life
so dont worry because every thing will be alright

Blood so cold

Drops of blood fall upon my head
A drop of blood for every tear drop you shead
I feel like shit for all ive said
I know now the demons that run loose in my head
Those fucken bastards try and push you away my friend
Ill take up my gun and put them to bed
Blow those sick ass monkeys out of my head
They cut and slash hack and cleave they take every wounderful momory from me
Finnaly im done so sick am I
Pull the trigger and listen to angel lulabies

Rain in the skys

Feelings so strong
Cant go wrong
These feelings so strong
Could they be wrong
These feelings are so strong
but could it be that all this is just a fucked up fantsy
god how I hope that this is all untrue
how I hope that I am the only one for you
I want this ride to never end
I want to grow old with you and be more than just a friend
Ill give you my soul
And ide give you my heart but that you already have controle
Ill give you the stars in the very sky
Ill give you anything and never ask why
Im here your love now and forever again
But always remember my heart is yours my very sexy special friend

LAY ME DOWN

Cut my arms
Make me bleed
Make me a whole new breed
Tell me lie's
Blind my eye's
Show me i am every thing that you despise
Slow my mind
And rot my brain
Hurt me till i go insane
Be my poison
And take my life
As I lay down with you tonight
Close my eyes and slip away
I never realy thought It would all end this way.

Twin dragons

The moonlight shatters my soul as i cry...
The pain rushes up my cheast into my heart...
I clench my head as i scream...
But it all never seems to stop...
i try to chase the demons from my mind....
but they hold tight....
they rip at me with their words..
pushing me to the ground....
whyle they beat me with their laughter.....
i supprise them as i get up off the ground......
bloody, broken, and brused.....
i strike back....
knocking them out of my mind..
only to have them replaced by all new ones..
does the pain never end..?

FOR AMDBER AND SHE DOSENT KNOW IT

Like a deer caught in the head lights
so confused
my limbs are paralized
Moveing no more

the light blinds me
holds me in my place
and i feel it closeing in upon my face

now i feel like i need to run and hide
bury my face in a river of pain
so just let me cry
let me hurt tonight
and let me tell you
that ill be alright
ill be ok
ill be around for another day
ill take the pain
and still ill stay
push me away and drag me down
there is no way you can get rid of me now

so pull back the hammer
and squeeze the trigger
scatter my heart amonst the wall

its like i told you once before my heart is yours to take and break
and yes even blow away...

Through the door

Through the door don't you see
Through the door they come for me
Running away
Eyes so blind
Not yet am I prepared to leave everything behind

Their teeth penetrate straight through my heart
Blood runs down as it is violently torn apart
Pain rings out for all to hear
Like angel lullabies it hits their ears

Fighting for life
Everything so dear
Fighting for life for so many years
The battle wages for all to see
The fight goes on as they try and weaken me

I push them away
again and again
I push them away but they keep sinking in
Ive done all i can do to stop this fright
Ive done it all except end my life

Maybe thats all thats left for me
Take this dagger and let it enter onto the

I raise it high for all to see
Bring it back down and put an end to me.

Wishes of death

Wish's of death come into my life
Wish's of death come in the form of a knife
Wish's of death come today
Wish's of death come to take me away
Wish's of death feel so right
Wish's of death will take me tonight.

Description
LOVE OF 1,000 LIVES

One more month of you and I,
a heart filled with love and stars in our eyes
time for love, just one more kiss...
lie away...and reminis
one more month i've spent with u
and a million more waiting to come true.

Blood so cold

Drops of blood fall upon my head
A drop of blood for every tear drop you shead
I feel like shit for all ive said
I know now the demons that run loose in my head
Those fucken bastards try and push you away my friend
Ill take up my gun and put them to bed
Blow those sick ass monkeys out of my head
They cut and slash hack and cleave they take every wounderful momory from me
Finnaly im done so sick am I
Pull the trigger and listen to angel lulabies

Light From The Inside.

The roses arent red....and the violets arent blue....because the only colors I see is the light that comes from you.....the red of your lips...the blue of your eyes....everything about you makes me feel love inside... the way you hug me... the sound of your laugh... the look you give me when your just a lil bit mad...if only you knew that it all brings a smile to my face... if only you knew how good you tast... I know sometimes it may seem like I just dont care.... it may seem like I would rather be off somewhere... but it just isnt right... it just isnt true... I would give anything... and everything to you... I would give up my heart...and I would give up my soul...if it ment you could live a life free of pain...if you could always have a place to lay your head at night...im telling you this now... and ill tell you again... the best I can give you... is love in the end..

Nova colored love

when i look into your eyes
when they look into me
What is left of the shatered man you see
My heart is black
My soul is gone
Creatures of the night lie inside my head
They twist and warp every word youve said
so i cut and bleed
Bleed and cry
while i sit in a cornor shakeing all night
Now as your eyes look into me
Do they see the tear drop of blood that trickles down
And slowly roles off my cheek.

UNTITLED..

So very tierd...
Need to cry..
I want to go...
But don't want to say good by...
I feel you heart..
And I feel your pain..
It's time to appolagize for everything
Im sorry about the time that i forgot your life...
Im sorry for all the times that ive made you cry at night..
And most of all...
Im sorry for having to say im sorry..
Now its my turn to cry..
Now its your turn..
To say good by..
Turn my wrist..
Close my eyes..
Blade pushes in and i say good night..

Old ass song thinger

you hear my heart
you touch my face
you tell me i have a beautiful tast
you nurse my wounds
and you heal my mind
you promiss you will never leave me behind

but my pride is hurt
and my soul is shot
i dont know if i can do this or not

but ill try for you
ill try for me
ill try any thing
for the love that you give to me

and all ill ask
all i want
is for you to feel the want

cause i want your love
i want your mind
i want every thing that other people might leave behind

so ill leave you with this
just one more kiss
just one more time for us to remonnance
about our love and about our life
so dont worry because every thing will be alright

Blood so cold

Drops of blood fall upon my head
A drop of blood for every tear drop you shead
I feel like shit for all ive said
I know now the demons that run loose in my head
Those fucken bastards try and push you away my friend
Ill take up my gun and put them to bed
Blow those sick ass monkeys out of my head
They cut and slash hack and cleave they take every wounderful momory from me
Finnaly im done so sick am I
Pull the trigger and listen to angel lulabies

Rain in the skys

Feelings so strong
Cant go wrong
These feelings so strong
Could they be wrong
These feelings are so strong
but could it be that all this is just a fucked up fantsy
god how I hope that this is all untrue
how I hope that I am the only one for you
I want this ride to never end
I want to grow old with you and be more than just a friend
Ill give you my soul
And ide give you my heart but that you already have controle
Ill give you the stars in the very sky
Ill give you anything and never ask why
Im here your love now and forever again
But always remember my heart is yours my very sexy special friend

LAY ME DOWN

Cut my arms
Make me bleed
Make me a whole new breed
Tell me lie's
Blind my eye's
Show me i am every thing that you despise
Slow my mind
And rot my brain
Hurt me till i go insane
Be my poison
And take my life
As I lay down with you tonight
Close my eyes and slip away
I never realy thought It would all end this way.

Twin dragons

The moonlight shatters my soul as i cry...
The pain rushes up my cheast into my heart...
I clench my head as i scream...
But it all never seems to stop...
i try to chase the demons from my mind....
but they hold tight....
they rip at me with their words..
pushing me to the ground....
whyle they beat me with their laughter.....
i supprise them as i get up off the ground......
bloody, broken, and brused.....
i strike back....
knocking them out of my mind..
only to have them replaced by all new ones..
does the pain never end..?

FOR AMDBER AND SHE DOSENT KNOW IT

Like a deer caught in the head lights
so confused
my limbs are paralized
Moveing no more

the light blinds me
holds me in my place
and i feel it closeing in upon my face

now i feel like i need to run and hide
bury my face in a river of pain
so just let me cry
let me hurt tonight
and let me tell you
that ill be alright
ill be ok
ill be around for another day
ill take the pain
and still ill stay
push me away and drag me down
there is no way you can get rid of me now

so pull back the hammer
and squeeze the trigger
scatter my heart amonst the wall

its like i told you once before my heart is yours to take and break
and yes even blow away...

Through the door

Through the door don't you see
Through the door they come for me
Running away
Eyes so blind
Not yet am I prepared to leave everything behind

Their teeth penetrate straight through my heart
Blood runs down as it is violently torn apart
Pain rings out for all to hear
Like angel lullabies it hits their ears

Fighting for life
Everything so dear
Fighting for life for so many years
The battle wages for all to see
The fight goes on as they try and weaken me

I push them away
again and again
I push them away but they keep sinking in
Ive done all i can do to stop this fright
Ive done it all except end my life

Maybe thats all thats left for me
Take this dagger and let it enter onto the

I raise it high for all to see
Bring it back down and put an end to me.

Wishes of death

Wish's of death come into my life
Wish's of death come in the form of a knife
Wish's of death come today
Wish's of death come to take me away
Wish's of death feel so right
Wish's of death will take me tonight.