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A monster formed from my ill state of mind. Hooked claws to tear through flesh, teeth to devour painfully from inside out, and spikes to stab and pierce flesh, all common features of such things representing wanting feel safe from what scares or upsets me. A nasty creature designed to fight fetishes. Like vore? This thing will eat your character from inside out while ripping its way free in the most painful manner. Like inflation? Your character will rupture and burst when stabbed by its sharp spikes, same for people into the blue berry crap. Like other size related fetishes? This thing is designed to fight them all. The violent anger in my own heart made into a visible form (one possible variation, making stuff have visible form is point of my stuff, content changed as my mind changed).

Stuff I used to be amused by now offends and angers me all because harm done by a certain person and everyone they ever had dealings with. It's very personal as a person who someone I cared about is now a hated enemy. My art reflects my mental state, happier picys = being happier or trying to recover, crap like this = not doing well. Part of myself has been cut off and it hurts and the pain is still driving me crazy and making me way too angry.

Violent nightmarish horrors make me feel safe? idk, I need help, but as in help to have fun and not be scared or jealous. My dark side is exposed, I need help finding way back to the light, but... nobody will help, so in darkness guess I'll be staying.

Description

A monster formed from my ill state of mind. Hooked claws to tear through flesh, teeth to devour painfully from inside out, and spikes to stab and pierce flesh, all common features of such things representing wanting feel safe from what scares or upsets me. A nasty creature designed to fight fetishes. Like vore? This thing will eat your character from inside out while ripping its way free in the most painful manner. Like inflation? Your character will rupture and burst when stabbed by its sharp spikes, same for people into the blue berry crap. Like other size related fetishes? This thing is designed to fight them all. The violent anger in my own heart made into a visible form (one possible variation, making stuff have visible form is point of my stuff, content changed as my mind changed).

Stuff I used to be amused by now offends and angers me all because harm done by a certain person and everyone they ever had dealings with. It's very personal as a person who someone I cared about is now a hated enemy. My art reflects my mental state, happier picys = being happier or trying to recover, crap like this = not doing well. Part of myself has been cut off and it hurts and the pain is still driving me crazy and making me way too angry.

Violent nightmarish horrors make me feel safe? idk, I need help, but as in help to have fun and not be scared or jealous. My dark side is exposed, I need help finding way back to the light, but... nobody will help, so in darkness guess I'll be staying.