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It was already dark outside and her eyes had hurt from the artificial light source on her mahogany desk. The lights in the city shined as if they were stars on the night sky, soon to vanish by the clarity of the Sun. Day and night they work in balance. What would the world be without harmony, without something to follow? Rules, they're made to maintain the peace. Everything has it's place, and everything is meant to be something. I wonder what I'm meant to be this thought clouded her mind ever since she was little, but the thought was quickly replaced with another What do my family want me to be?. She stood away from the desk and in a slow motion dragged herself to the window, her feet lightly touching the fluffy carpet, every step being observantly followed by her eyes that didn't want to look up. When she got to the window, her fingertips caressed the cold surface of the glass, and her head finally found it's way up. The lights of the city reflected in her black eyes, she glanced outside, calmly studying everything.

It was cold outside. I wonder if my breath would be visible?. She chuckled to herself from the silliness of that while averting her eyes for a moment. Somehow her gaze seemed cold, no... sad. Li let out a muffled sigh, and looked back at the book on the desk. So many diffrent topics, so many diffrent stories with diffrent views. The way the world is viewed is... so divided and... diverse? Is it a good thing or a bad one? She closed her eyes and completely leaned her back to the window. The cold made her slightly tremble. Her fingers intertwinded, making her pose look almost as if she was praying. The now dim room took the form of a confesional and Lis' sins took over her mind. I doubt you universe her thoughts echoed throughout the room. I trusted you, I made sure I abid by your rules, that I wouldn't cross any line, but... her eyes abruptly opened, and her squinting gaze laid down on the book that was just across her. It seems that the everyone in the world, they all have their own reasons, their own ways to live, their own rules, ethics... Which are the right ones?! How... how do I live correctly..?

30.12.2019

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It was already dark outside and her eyes had hurt from the artificial light source on her mahogany desk. The lights in the city shined as if they were stars on the night sky, soon to vanish by the clarity of the Sun. Day and night they work in balance. What would the world be without harmony, without something to follow? Rules, they're made to maintain the peace. Everything has it's place, and everything is meant to be something. I wonder what I'm meant to be this thought clouded her mind ever since she was little, but the thought was quickly replaced with another What do my family want me to be?. She stood away from the desk and in a slow motion dragged herself to the window, her feet lightly touching the fluffy carpet, every step being observantly followed by her eyes that didn't want to look up. When she got to the window, her fingertips caressed the cold surface of the glass, and her head finally found it's way up. The lights of the city reflected in her black eyes, she glanced outside, calmly studying everything.

It was cold outside. I wonder if my breath would be visible?. She chuckled to herself from the silliness of that while averting her eyes for a moment. Somehow her gaze seemed cold, no... sad. Li let out a muffled sigh, and looked back at the book on the desk. So many diffrent topics, so many diffrent stories with diffrent views. The way the world is viewed is... so divided and... diverse? Is it a good thing or a bad one? She closed her eyes and completely leaned her back to the window. The cold made her slightly tremble. Her fingers intertwinded, making her pose look almost as if she was praying. The now dim room took the form of a confesional and Lis' sins took over her mind. I doubt you universe her thoughts echoed throughout the room. I trusted you, I made sure I abid by your rules, that I wouldn't cross any line, but... her eyes abruptly opened, and her squinting gaze laid down on the book that was just across her. It seems that the everyone in the world, they all have their own reasons, their own ways to live, their own rules, ethics... Which are the right ones?! How... how do I live correctly..?

30.12.2019