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Published: 2014-07-05 07:19:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 55; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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and i cant get overcant get over you
i cant draw ive given up on a lot lately sorry haha ahaha
it sucks not being able to talk about your feelings without thinking youre stupid for having them
its been forever and im still terrible with everything
man everything hurts but its for the best or something
if that even matters i guess i honestly have no idea
i pushed a lot of people away for the sake of whatever i had going on in my head
im terribly down on myself lately and
i think theres really no sign of that giving way
friend of over six years i still feel terrible for talking about how i feel to
idk i cant ramble anywhere else why not here
i guess ive kindve given up on that whole hope of affection and some spurr up of love somewhere
but i cant really get that on here or on this thing
Β when i say im out of place i kindve just mean i dont want to be here anymore
the days seem so much more of a task and its hard to breath at night
because life has somehow became so crippling to deal with
ive fallen into all the wrong hands and it seems the only eye of the storm here is one person that i dont feel like a total burden to
thank god
theyve kindve just been here through all of this
only time i think weve even argued in our friendship was over my terrible friends that like to play game of making me feel terrible all the time
i dont think im going to come back
honestly i dont think i should
my mental health cant sustain it any longer im going to be shoved into the hospital before the months over at this rate
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Hey.. You can choose to believe it or not but I know how your feeling.. And it's really hard. Life in general is really hard. But you gotta hold in guess it will get better, You can make it better. It sounds horrible but don't worry about pleasing others, worry about yourself because that's what really matters. Do what makes you happy. If someone's holding you back from doing that, cut them off It might hurt but in the end it will really help get closer to where you wanna be. You gotta hang in there. Things will change. Please feel better Lu, I really hope you do.Β
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