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This one was written about my best friend's little sister. She was going through a rough time. A time where she didn't have a best friend like mine. She was anti-social with no one to talk to. There was so much hatred in her small heart, and she lashed out at everyone constantly. She always looked up to me, like I was her sister, and in a way, I kinda was...cause we both went through similar thoughts at that age. Well, one day, she decided that she wanted to end it all. This was back in the day when I was sooooo not into suicide. Anyway, she came to my house, in hopes of me being there to talk her out of it. I wasn't there. No one has any idea how I felt that day. The things she could have done to herself that day...well, a friend around the corner happened to be looking for me as well, and so at least just the goofy presence of him being there alone made her think twice.

Later that week she went to a slumber party. My best friend and I decided to sneak into her room cause she was always there but with the door shut too, so we didn't know what her room looked like after many many years...Anyway, her room is described here, and I saw the pain, destructiveness, and raw negative energy. It affected me in such a way, that I had to write about it, but my thoughts will never come out on paper like I want them too about this, so here is a half-assed attempt of writing about that time.