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This follows up to this: Unition of Flames..... by mangle40211 on deviantart
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"I just stood there...... Watching...... Watching it Burn Alive into an Infernally Inferior Crisp...... Jim was Nuzzling my Head within my Hat, but I felt Drained of Any Emotion...... Except...... For Rage...... Until that God Forsaken Mask became Nothing but Ash...... I felt an Infernal Blaze of Tourment and Agony within Both my Soulless, Dead, Cold, Internally Rotting Fursuited Corpse of a Body...... And when it became nothing but Ash until to Complete Fade Away...... Permanently Out of Existence...... Forever...... I felt...... Drained...... Empty...... Hollow...... Numb...... Void...... Just...... Empty and Dead Inside............ I felt Nothing............ Not a Thing............ Not One Thing............ Not a Single Thing............ Not Anything............ Nothing............ Until Eddy came up to Me with a Gentle Hug... And Gently Held Me within a Warm Embrace of Love, Friendship and Understanding... Something I really needed... And Everyone Clapped for Me...... For Burning that Cursed Mask...... And Vanessa Hugged Me Tightly with Tears of Pure Thankful Rejoice Bleeding straight out of her Eyes...... I... I honestly Really needed this...... All of this...... Because of the Agonizing Heartbreak I have been Feeling... for So Long Now...... Losing my Life... No Longer feeling like Myself... Feeling like a Monster... Exiling myself from Home... Never being Able to go home Again... Never seeing the Other Cul De Sac kids Ever Again... Never Seeing my Cactus, Jim, Ever Again... Never Seeing my Pet Ants or Spiders Ever Again... Never Seeing My Parents Ever Again... Hopelessly Becoming Unable to Even remember what my own Parents Look or Sound Like... Cartoon Network getting Purged... Cartoon Network Studios dying... Animation, My own Kind, Being Mistreatment... Every... Single...... Bit......... It hurts so much............ And I doubt that It will Ever... Stop...... Hurting......... Ever............ So...... I believe that The Best I can do now is...... Just Take it Day by Day............ And...... Hope that Everything will be Okay in The End............ That's It... That...... Is......... It............"

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This follows up to this: Unition of Flames..... by mangle40211 on deviantart
www.deviantart.com/mangle40211…

"I just stood there...... Watching...... Watching it Burn Alive into an Infernally Inferior Crisp...... Jim was Nuzzling my Head within my Hat, but I felt Drained of Any Emotion...... Except...... For Rage...... Until that God Forsaken Mask became Nothing but Ash...... I felt an Infernal Blaze of Tourment and Agony within Both my Soulless, Dead, Cold, Internally Rotting Fursuited Corpse of a Body...... And when it became nothing but Ash until to Complete Fade Away...... Permanently Out of Existence...... Forever...... I felt...... Drained...... Empty...... Hollow...... Numb...... Void...... Just...... Empty and Dead Inside............ I felt Nothing............ Not a Thing............ Not One Thing............ Not a Single Thing............ Not Anything............ Nothing............ Until Eddy came up to Me with a Gentle Hug... And Gently Held Me within a Warm Embrace of Love, Friendship and Understanding... Something I really needed... And Everyone Clapped for Me...... For Burning that Cursed Mask...... And Vanessa Hugged Me Tightly with Tears of Pure Thankful Rejoice Bleeding straight out of her Eyes...... I... I honestly Really needed this...... All of this...... Because of the Agonizing Heartbreak I have been Feeling... for So Long Now...... Losing my Life... No Longer feeling like Myself... Feeling like a Monster... Exiling myself from Home... Never being Able to go home Again... Never seeing the Other Cul De Sac kids Ever Again... Never Seeing my Cactus, Jim, Ever Again... Never Seeing my Pet Ants or Spiders Ever Again... Never Seeing My Parents Ever Again... Hopelessly Becoming Unable to Even remember what my own Parents Look or Sound Like... Cartoon Network getting Purged... Cartoon Network Studios dying... Animation, My own Kind, Being Mistreatment... Every... Single...... Bit......... It hurts so much............ And I doubt that It will Ever... Stop...... Hurting......... Ever............ So...... I believe that The Best I can do now is...... Just Take it Day by Day............ And...... Hope that Everything will be Okay in The End............ That's It... That...... Is......... It............"