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this follows up to this: Crying for The Good Old Days... by mangle40211 on deviantart
www.deviantart.com/mangle40211…

"It is February 14th 2023... Valentine's Day... The Day of Love......
I knew a girl, who I love... Nazz... But Could She Ever Really Love Me like This?......
I remember when Me and May, Another Girl I knew, Were Struck by Arrows of Love... It was just The Spell of Two Cupids, but I did enjoy that Time We Spent Together, Actually... But Could She Ever Love Me like This......
Could Anyone Love Me like This?......
I always think about that...... Just like How I am Always Thinking about The Past......
The Good old Days...... Before I Foolishly Fell into a Death Trap...... Because of Which... I always feel Deep Down That... This is All My Fault......
But my Friends say That's Not True... They Love Me... and I love Them... So much... That I will Send Anyone or Anything who Dares to Mess with Them or Anyone Else I Love or Care About to The Firey Oblivion Below That is The Inferno Itself............
I miss the Other Cul De Sac Kids, My Cactus, My Pet Ants and Spiders and My Dear Mother and Father... To All of Them... I Solute to My Past Life...... But I Cannot Go Back to It...... Because I am Afraid of What It Is Like There Now, After How Longs Me, Ed and Eddy have Exiled Ourselves From There For............
I miss All of The Other Characters of Cartoon Network... To Which... I Shout out to Amoung CN City, "I love you All, My Friends!", Including hope for The Other Cul De Sac kids to Hear...... And All that has Happened to Cartoon Network and Animation Itself...... Always Hurt Me So Much............
To Rara, A Friend of Mckenzie, and Those in the World and Universe... I miss those Versions of The Other Cul De Sac kids who are like us... And All of The Other 3rd Reality Creatures There... And All of The Characters of what is known as The 2nd Reality...... All of You...... All of You............
To Our Guardian, Mckenzie, Me and My Friends aTighter yet Gentle Hug of Thanks... For Helping Us get Revenge for Our Demise... For Taking Such Good Care of Us...... For Always Being There, Even When She is Not...... For being our Mother Figure of a Guardian............
To my Friends and My Little Conjoined Endo Skeleton Head of Twin... I will Spend All of Time with You... I Always Will...... Always...... Forever............
I love You All So Much... I am Even Trying to Love Myself More... Despite what I may feel About Myself...... Because of How This All Started...... I'm Trying............
To be Honest... I, Even Way Back as a Mortal, Have Had Difficulties thinking about My Orientation, Even with My Attractions to Nazz...... Thanks to All of The Many Ships of Ed Edd n Eddy, None Really Being Canon...... Being Shipped with Nazz, Sarah, The Kankers, Kevin, Ed and Even Eddy............ It all just makes Me feel So Confused just too Scared to Choose, For Fear of Upsetting Anyone............ That's why as The Immortal I Forever am Now, I Eventually chose to Remain Unabled... Because... I don't know...... Will I Really Ever Find Love like That...... I just Do Not Know Anymore............ So I don't Even Think I Really Want to be Labeled, Even with All of Those Old Labels of Mine, Left Behind in My Old Home............
But I do Know Something... Something I Always Wanted... A Child...... I had Always Dreamed of Fatherhood...... So... I Made Myself Something... Out of Some Pieces of Those Soft and Spiritual Little Statuees that I would have Sit Around Me in a Pentagram of, Our Friend, The Ink Demon... The Left Arm of an Onikuma..... The Right Arm of a Golden Onikuma..... The Legs and Feet of an Usagi..... The Wings of a Basan..... and The Body and Head of a Kitsune..... With These Plush Body Parts, My Necromantic Abilities and Eddy's Dark Magic, I created an Immortal and Indestructible Physical Symbol of My Love for All of Those I Care for and Love...... something I Always Wanted...... A Child...... Who I will Always Love with All of My Heart, Like I Always Do and Will Do for All of Those Who I Also Love and Care About with All of My Heart and Always Will......
And... His Name is... Eddward Jr......
My Love for Those I Care Even The Slightest Bit About Knows and Shall Never Know Any Bounds... Ever...
I may be a Mangled Corpse of What and Who I Once Was...... But... I am still Me... Am I?... Am I Not?... No... I am... I really am... Right?...
Either Way... No Matter What... My Love for Anyone and Everyone that I Ever Love and Care Even The Slightest Bit About, No Matter What, Shall Always Forever Be Within My Protect...... So... To All of Those I Love and Care Even The Slightest Bit About... I Love You All...... I always Have and Always Will Love You All With Everything Single Bit of My Heart......"

XOXO, Eddward (Double D) Marian

Description
this follows up to this: Crying for The Good Old Days... by mangle40211 on deviantart
www.deviantart.com/mangle40211…

"It is February 14th 2023... Valentine's Day... The Day of Love......
I knew a girl, who I love... Nazz... But Could She Ever Really Love Me like This?......
I remember when Me and May, Another Girl I knew, Were Struck by Arrows of Love... It was just The Spell of Two Cupids, but I did enjoy that Time We Spent Together, Actually... But Could She Ever Love Me like This......
Could Anyone Love Me like This?......
I always think about that...... Just like How I am Always Thinking about The Past......
The Good old Days...... Before I Foolishly Fell into a Death Trap...... Because of Which... I always feel Deep Down That... This is All My Fault......
But my Friends say That's Not True... They Love Me... and I love Them... So much... That I will Send Anyone or Anything who Dares to Mess with Them or Anyone Else I Love or Care About to The Firey Oblivion Below That is The Inferno Itself............
I miss the Other Cul De Sac Kids, My Cactus, My Pet Ants and Spiders and My Dear Mother and Father... To All of Them... I Solute to My Past Life...... But I Cannot Go Back to It...... Because I am Afraid of What It Is Like There Now, After How Longs Me, Ed and Eddy have Exiled Ourselves From There For............
I miss All of The Other Characters of Cartoon Network... To Which... I Shout out to Amoung CN City, "I love you All, My Friends!", Including hope for The Other Cul De Sac kids to Hear...... And All that has Happened to Cartoon Network and Animation Itself...... Always Hurt Me So Much............
To Rara, A Friend of Mckenzie, and Those in the World and Universe... I miss those Versions of The Other Cul De Sac kids who are like us... And All of The Other 3rd Reality Creatures There... And All of The Characters of what is known as The 2nd Reality...... All of You...... All of You............
To Our Guardian, Mckenzie, Me and My Friends aTighter yet Gentle Hug of Thanks... For Helping Us get Revenge for Our Demise... For Taking Such Good Care of Us...... For Always Being There, Even When She is Not...... For being our Mother Figure of a Guardian............
To my Friends and My Little Conjoined Endo Skeleton Head of Twin... I will Spend All of Time with You... I Always Will...... Always...... Forever............
I love You All So Much... I am Even Trying to Love Myself More... Despite what I may feel About Myself...... Because of How This All Started...... I'm Trying............
To be Honest... I, Even Way Back as a Mortal, Have Had Difficulties thinking about My Orientation, Even with My Attractions to Nazz...... Thanks to All of The Many Ships of Ed Edd n Eddy, None Really Being Canon...... Being Shipped with Nazz, Sarah, The Kankers, Kevin, Ed and Even Eddy............ It all just makes Me feel So Confused just too Scared to Choose, For Fear of Upsetting Anyone............ That's why as The Immortal I Forever am Now, I Eventually chose to Remain Unabled... Because... I don't know...... Will I Really Ever Find Love like That...... I just Do Not Know Anymore............ So I don't Even Think I Really Want to be Labeled, Even with All of Those Old Labels of Mine, Left Behind in My Old Home............
But I do Know Something... Something I Always Wanted... A Child...... I had Always Dreamed of Fatherhood...... So... I Made Myself Something... Out of Some Pieces of Those Soft and Spiritual Little Statuees that I would have Sit Around Me in a Pentagram of, Our Friend, The Ink Demon... The Left Arm of an Onikuma..... The Right Arm of a Golden Onikuma..... The Legs and Feet of an Usagi..... The Wings of a Basan..... and The Body and Head of a Kitsune..... With These Plush Body Parts, My Necromantic Abilities and Eddy's Dark Magic, I created an Immortal and Indestructible Physical Symbol of My Love for All of Those I Care for and Love...... something I Always Wanted...... A Child...... Who I will Always Love with All of My Heart, Like I Always Do and Will Do for All of Those Who I Also Love and Care About with All of My Heart and Always Will......
And... His Name is... Eddward Jr......
My Love for Those I Care Even The Slightest Bit About Knows and Shall Never Know Any Bounds... Ever...
I may be a Mangled Corpse of What and Who I Once Was...... But... I am still Me... Am I?... Am I Not?... No... I am... I really am... Right?...
Either Way... No Matter What... My Love for Anyone and Everyone that I Ever Love and Care Even The Slightest Bit About, No Matter What, Shall Always Forever Be Within My Protect...... So... To All of Those I Love and Care Even The Slightest Bit About... I Love You All...... I always Have and Always Will Love You All With Everything Single Bit of My Heart......"

XOXO, Eddward (Double D) Marian