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Ignoring you just doesn't cut it any more.

Sweet smiles haven't done the trick either.

So what will it take for you to stop.  Stop harassing me, stop attacking me, stop hating me?  Will anything less than throwing myself into the depths of Hell please you?

By you.  I think I mean this world.  I haven't quite decided.

Sometimes I feel like to make myself happy means annoying the masses...but to please them, I must lose myself in misery.  You would think the choice between the two polars would be easier...

Have I focused so strongly on the faults this world has dealt me, that I don't see how unfairly I have reacted?  Is justice a two way street?  Can I really blame any single source?  Or is life just life-uncontrollable, unexplainable, and sometimes, rough and cruel?  Credit must be given when it is due, and thus I must admit, sometimes, life is a complete and utter joy.

Just not now...

There's always tomorrow.  Some say no matter how bad things get they can always be worse...I say the worse things are, the more room there is for improvement.

The question is...am I ready to get up, dust myself off, and attempt to live another day...even if it means just trying to get by?