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A week ago I was certain what I wanted but now it seems like I'm not so sure. The three men I was standing in front of didn't make the decision easier.
The first guy was my manager. The one who is responsible for the success of my career. The scond man was a doctor who was going to perform the
surgery which was supposed to change me back from the asian girl into a white man. Something that up until now was my main goal. The third man was
someone who made me actually feel like a real woman. My boyfriend. All three of them were trying to convince me I shouldn't take the surgery. My
manager obviously had his own selfish reasons as his career was at stake. If I quit then he's going to end up jobless. The doctor wanted to warn me that
this might not be a good decision since the previous surgery which made me look like this in the first place was so advanced that even if I turn back into
a white male then I might not be as satisfying as I wish it to be. My boyfriend... Well, he loved me and didn't want to lose me and as much as I was trying
to deny it I loved him as well.
This is frustrating. A year ago I would not hesitate to take this step yet now it feels like the hardest decision of my life, It would be easier if I just never got
myself into this situation but how was I supposed to know? This wasn't the goal I wanted to reach. I was a man and a pretty narcistic. My whole life my
methods. There was always this super advanced surgery but it was costly and I couldn't afford it so I went to look in the dark web. There I found a legit
and much cheaper surgeon from Korea who agreed to perform the surgery on me with much lower costs.
Soon I traveled to Korea where I met with this man. There was however one problem I faced immidiatelly. I didn't speak Korean and this dude didn't speak
English at all. Althought my friend who was accompying me claimed he knows Korean his skills turned out to be rather questionable which led to a
horrific misunderstanding. Ultimatelly my friend managed to tell the man what I wanted but a few mispronounced words led into this, where I woke up
from the surgery changed into a small and petite Korean girl. The doctor was surprised about my anger when I jumped at him. After all my friend clearly
said I wanted to look like an idol so he made me look like one. Too bad he didn't guess that an idol doesnt exactly mean one of the cute Korean girls from
pop bands. What was worse is that I wasted all my money on this surgery and didn't have a peny left. Also I learned my lesson and if I wanted to change
back to my old self I would have to use the legal surgery which costed a fortune.
I quickly realized that with a normal job it will take decades to gather the required amount of cash so I had to find another way. That's when I met Hwan
who saw the potential in me. Not only did I looked stunning in my female form but it also happened that I had a very melodic voice. With some practice I
learned to use that voice to sing and with Hwan's help we created my scenic persona. That was the birth of Nari Heo Who in a year became a new
phenomenon in the k-pop scene. My first steps were wobbly as I was having a hard time to find myself on stage and act all girly like I was supposed to.
Later however I was slowly getting a hang of it. I became more confident on stage and with some practice my behavior got quite girly. Slowly my career
was accelerating. My album turned out to be successfull, the video clip was gaining more and more views and soon I was becoming recognizable and
a famous. Within a year I reached the status of a celebrity. My image featured on a couple magazine covers, I was playing concerts all over the country and
preparing for a second album. Slowly it started to feel like the persona we created wasn't only a stage performance since I found myself acting more and
more like if I was really Nari Heo. I realized it when I was at a charity event where I met Jung. He was a football star and the two of us spend most of the
evening together. We didn't broke contact after that evening and kept meeting until things got out of my control and what was supposed to be just an
adventure turned out to be pretty serious. After our vacations the papers started to gossip about the two of us and they weren't wrong. Me and Jung
became a couple wich made things complicated since I was still pursuing my goal.
After a year I made enough cash to finally get the surgery. I was pretty sure I'm going go throught it but then one night, after a particulary good love
making session with my boyffiend I found myself wondering if I really want to turn back. Now I'm standing in front of the toughest decision in my life.
Should I take the surgery and try to rebuild what was destroyed during the previous one with no actuall assurance I succeed? Or should I embrace my
new identity I created over the year? I was hesitating for a very long time but in the end I surprised myself and decided to move forward. As soon as I
announced my decision, Jung ran up to me. We hugged and locked eachother in a passionate kiss before I took his hand and went home. This may not
be the goal I was aiming at my whole life but it is deffinitelly the path I'm going to continue living on. My career continued to grow just like my love for Jung
which ultimately led to our marriage. A year after that wonderfull day when I became his wife and some time later I featured on the cover of a magazine
for future moms where I was proudly showing off my round pregnant belly.

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A week ago I was certain what I wanted but now it seems like I'm not so sure. The three men I was standing in front of didn't make the decision easier.
The first guy was my manager. The one who is responsible for the success of my career. The scond man was a doctor who was going to perform the
surgery which was supposed to change me back from the asian girl into a white man. Something that up until now was my main goal. The third man was
someone who made me actually feel like a real woman. My boyfriend. All three of them were trying to convince me I shouldn't take the surgery. My
manager obviously had his own selfish reasons as his career was at stake. If I quit then he's going to end up jobless. The doctor wanted to warn me that
this might not be a good decision since the previous surgery which made me look like this in the first place was so advanced that even if I turn back into
a white male then I might not be as satisfying as I wish it to be. My boyfriend... Well, he loved me and didn't want to lose me and as much as I was trying
to deny it I loved him as well.
This is frustrating. A year ago I would not hesitate to take this step yet now it feels like the hardest decision of my life, It would be easier if I just never got
myself into this situation but how was I supposed to know? This wasn't the goal I wanted to reach. I was a man and a pretty narcistic. My whole life my
methods. There was always this super advanced surgery but it was costly and I couldn't afford it so I went to look in the dark web. There I found a legit
and much cheaper surgeon from Korea who agreed to perform the surgery on me with much lower costs.
Soon I traveled to Korea where I met with this man. There was however one problem I faced immidiatelly. I didn't speak Korean and this dude didn't speak
English at all. Althought my friend who was accompying me claimed he knows Korean his skills turned out to be rather questionable which led to a
horrific misunderstanding. Ultimatelly my friend managed to tell the man what I wanted but a few mispronounced words led into this, where I woke up
from the surgery changed into a small and petite Korean girl. The doctor was surprised about my anger when I jumped at him. After all my friend clearly
said I wanted to look like an idol so he made me look like one. Too bad he didn't guess that an idol doesnt exactly mean one of the cute Korean girls from
pop bands. What was worse is that I wasted all my money on this surgery and didn't have a peny left. Also I learned my lesson and if I wanted to change
back to my old self I would have to use the legal surgery which costed a fortune.
I quickly realized that with a normal job it will take decades to gather the required amount of cash so I had to find another way. That's when I met Hwan
who saw the potential in me. Not only did I looked stunning in my female form but it also happened that I had a very melodic voice. With some practice I
learned to use that voice to sing and with Hwan's help we created my scenic persona. That was the birth of Nari Heo Who in a year became a new
phenomenon in the k-pop scene. My first steps were wobbly as I was having a hard time to find myself on stage and act all girly like I was supposed to.
Later however I was slowly getting a hang of it. I became more confident on stage and with some practice my behavior got quite girly. Slowly my career
was accelerating. My album turned out to be successfull, the video clip was gaining more and more views and soon I was becoming recognizable and
a famous. Within a year I reached the status of a celebrity. My image featured on a couple magazine covers, I was playing concerts all over the country and
preparing for a second album. Slowly it started to feel like the persona we created wasn't only a stage performance since I found myself acting more and
more like if I was really Nari Heo. I realized it when I was at a charity event where I met Jung. He was a football star and the two of us spend most of the
evening together. We didn't broke contact after that evening and kept meeting until things got out of my control and what was supposed to be just an
adventure turned out to be pretty serious. After our vacations the papers started to gossip about the two of us and they weren't wrong. Me and Jung
became a couple wich made things complicated since I was still pursuing my goal.
After a year I made enough cash to finally get the surgery. I was pretty sure I'm going go throught it but then one night, after a particulary good love
making session with my boyffiend I found myself wondering if I really want to turn back. Now I'm standing in front of the toughest decision in my life.
Should I take the surgery and try to rebuild what was destroyed during the previous one with no actuall assurance I succeed? Or should I embrace my
new identity I created over the year? I was hesitating for a very long time but in the end I surprised myself and decided to move forward. As soon as I
announced my decision, Jung ran up to me. We hugged and locked eachother in a passionate kiss before I took his hand and went home. This may not
be the goal I was aiming at my whole life but it is deffinitelly the path I'm going to continue living on. My career continued to grow just like my love for Jung
which ultimately led to our marriage. A year after that wonderfull day when I became his wife and some time later I featured on the cover of a magazine
for future moms where I was proudly showing off my round pregnant belly.