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OCs be me
(Left to right: Julian the Legend and Pikachu Pancakes)
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The title explains it all. I haven't drawn these OCs in a long time (I've considered redesigning them and making new ref sheets for them.)
And no, the goth designs are not their "official" designs. I'll explain the purpose for it.
So, there's been something I've been wanting to say because it's been on my mind lately, but I promise not to go into detail.
About three years ago, I was in eighth grade, aka my final year in middle school. During that year, I was friends with a boy in my English class, and we first saw each other as friends/siblings. As the year progressed, we started getting to know each other more, to the point where we became partners for a project we had to do in English class. One day in class, I was having some sort of breakdown, so I ended up going outside the classroom to calm myself down, with the same boy going with me to make sure I was okay. It wasn't until some time later when I found out that I actually had a crush on him...
Thanks to that, we both had mutual feelings and started hanging out more often, though I was often kinda shy and awkward around him. We had a lot in common, as we both loved MLP and Pokemon, but we were also different (He was a sporty, outgoing kind of person, while I was the creative, sensitive kind of person.). However, thanks to my anxiety and self esteem issues, our friendship was volatile, and other people at my school began to tease me about it, which made me feel ashamed about myself. I remember I didn't want to be around him anymore after an incident at a pep rally at what is now my high school (It's complicated), but on the last day of the school year, I wanted to reconcile with him... but it all failed, so now I have are memories of him and me.
We haven't seen each other, especially since we both go to different high schools. I sometimes see his older brother, however, as he goes to the same high school as me. Whenever I think about him, I think about how he's doing, or whether or not he has a girlfriend/significant other, but I've been thinking about wanting to apologize to him for apparently wronging him in the past, and see if we could be on good terms again. And I just hope he's not mad at me for being obsessed with two celebrities now.
Pikachu Pancakes is actually based off of me, while Julian is based off of my crush. However, their personalities are the opposite (I could relate to Julian the Legend more since we're protective and we have troubled times, while Pikachu was more relatable to my crush, since they're both outgoing and love having fun.). The goth designs are actually a style that I've adored ever since I wore a black dress to the rally that day.
Sorry for this kinda long desc., I just needed to get this off my chest. There'll be another art inspired by my experiences in the future.
I hope you enjoy, and more art will be coming soon!