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` From the Heart

I'm tired of this torment, can barely handle this.
I do not know what the fuck is going on anymore.
Pain is increasing, mind blowing, chest pounding, and emotional suffering.
All these symptoms are from the fact that I care.

I need to realize the suffering is no longer worth it.
My life is on the line; why do I care so fucking much?
These pains are so much more than human kind can handle.
Pains from the heart never felt so real, when blood is rising.

My heart is trembling, my eyes fainting from this agonizing fear.
Nearly sicken myself to death, what the fuck is going on?
Am I just being myself or am I trying to forgive or forget?
I can't deny no more, must try to force myself for the good.

Sooner or later my life is going to disappear.
Putting more anguish and suffering to others who care.
So I must keep pushing on, find solution to my problems.
While I give my all for this meaningless life I hold.

I must embrace this so called gift.
Find the answers to everything.
Decide what the fuck is going on.
And brace my heart to the fullest…

From my heart…

Description
` From the Heart

I'm tired of this torment, can barely handle this.
I do not know what the fuck is going on anymore.
Pain is increasing, mind blowing, chest pounding, and emotional suffering.
All these symptoms are from the fact that I care.

I need to realize the suffering is no longer worth it.
My life is on the line; why do I care so fucking much?
These pains are so much more than human kind can handle.
Pains from the heart never felt so real, when blood is rising.

My heart is trembling, my eyes fainting from this agonizing fear.
Nearly sicken myself to death, what the fuck is going on?
Am I just being myself or am I trying to forgive or forget?
I can't deny no more, must try to force myself for the good.

Sooner or later my life is going to disappear.
Putting more anguish and suffering to others who care.
So I must keep pushing on, find solution to my problems.
While I give my all for this meaningless life I hold.

I must embrace this so called gift.
Find the answers to everything.
Decide what the fuck is going on.
And brace my heart to the fullest…

From my heart…