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July 18, 2002

Itachi,

I hope you're happy. I hope you're happy with what you've done to me and what I've become because of it. Remember when we used to hang out at the lake and watch the sunset together or when we'd stay up all night on the phone talking about things we could never tell our parents? What happened to that? Why did our love get so sour? Was it me? Did I do something wrong? I spent the happiest three years of my life with you, 'Tachi and you showed me what it was like to walk in the sunshine and still love the rain. Now my smile is broken and my happiness has faded. I wake up every morning, dreading having to face the sunshine that mocks my misery and forces me to remember you. Now, every time I close my eyes, I see your face burning holes in my skull. I can't take it anymore, I'm failing school and the only person who gave a damn about me left me in the dark. But, I bet you're happy. I've seen you with that new girl of yours. She's more beautiful than I'll ever be. Whenever I see you two together, your voice gets louder, your smile gets bigger and you hold her tighter. It's as if you want to prove a point, to show me that you're happy. You want to show me that I'm replaceable and that you're happy without me. Well, I'll let you know something, your goal has been achieved. Because if it's sorrow you want me to be in, don't worry. You took care of that a long time ago. But....why me?

I just hope you're happy, Itachi, I hope that you're happy that you made a girl feel so bad about herself that she took her own life so she didn't have to deal with the pain and the fact that no one cared. So...are you happy now?

~Karasuko Itsumo

Broken and abandoned, she stood at the edge of the cliff as another summer downpour soaked her clothes and made her hair stick to her face, making her regret wearing her hair down. With her white locks flapping in the violent storm wind and her eyes drowned with tears, she looked downward to the ground hundreds of feet below her in a rocky canyon and realized that all her hope was gone and that there was no escape to this Hell that she lived in. After nine years of misery, she had dropped the fake smile and let a tear slip down her cheek as the unwanted emotions swelled up inside her and she whispered into the sky, I'm sorry, Tachi, I just can't do this anymore.....

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July 18, 2002

Itachi,

I hope you're happy. I hope you're happy with what you've done to me and what I've become because of it. Remember when we used to hang out at the lake and watch the sunset together or when we'd stay up all night on the phone talking about things we could never tell our parents? What happened to that? Why did our love get so sour? Was it me? Did I do something wrong? I spent the happiest three years of my life with you, 'Tachi and you showed me what it was like to walk in the sunshine and still love the rain. Now my smile is broken and my happiness has faded. I wake up every morning, dreading having to face the sunshine that mocks my misery and forces me to remember you. Now, every time I close my eyes, I see your face burning holes in my skull. I can't take it anymore, I'm failing school and the only person who gave a damn about me left me in the dark. But, I bet you're happy. I've seen you with that new girl of yours. She's more beautiful than I'll ever be. Whenever I see you two together, your voice gets louder, your smile gets bigger and you hold her tighter. It's as if you want to prove a point, to show me that you're happy. You want to show me that I'm replaceable and that you're happy without me. Well, I'll let you know something, your goal has been achieved. Because if it's sorrow you want me to be in, don't worry. You took care of that a long time ago. But....why me?

I just hope you're happy, Itachi, I hope that you're happy that you made a girl feel so bad about herself that she took her own life so she didn't have to deal with the pain and the fact that no one cared. So...are you happy now?

~Karasuko Itsumo

Broken and abandoned, she stood at the edge of the cliff as another summer downpour soaked her clothes and made her hair stick to her face, making her regret wearing her hair down. With her white locks flapping in the violent storm wind and her eyes drowned with tears, she looked downward to the ground hundreds of feet below her in a rocky canyon and realized that all her hope was gone and that there was no escape to this Hell that she lived in. After nine years of misery, she had dropped the fake smile and let a tear slip down her cheek as the unwanted emotions swelled up inside her and she whispered into the sky, I'm sorry, Tachi, I just can't do this anymore.....