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it's fine i'll act
i'm still doing you favors
even after you ripped me apart
imagine that, a dead limbless suit of armor
i guess denial's good
all i can do is get rid of this spit in my mouth
get rid of this water in my eyes
i'm still hung up on the whole missing you thing

i renounce my suit of armor
i renounce my skin
i renounce my faith in humanity
i'm falling asleep again

this one's about me
please don't steel it
please don't steel me
just give me a door to hide under
remember that dirty habit?
i did it again only for a minute though
then i tore them from my tongue
when i took them out the most beautiful flowers came out of my tongue
and i can tend to those with my hands
you're such a liar
but MY laughing is truth
i'm digging your womb out of my chest
not slowly but surly
but with evey breath i take i dig the knife deeper

i have my own corpses to comfort me
it's time i told you about the man that ate fire at night next to that huge rock
he washed it down with the tears of a thousand meaningless poems
taking chances is so overrated he told everyone
what they say in the movies it's propaganda

remember when i said i hated being subliminal?
you never heard that, but that's ok because i'm not anymore
for the next her, i wont be
she'll be camera sharp and a book butterfly
she'll make me want to learn french, or become a father
i can't wait to meet her

calling all cars open door at the intersection of depresion and apathy
no i'm not sad i'm on the other side
i'm happy that she wont read this, but hopefully......
you will
and i can be happy
no i'm not sad i just don't want to be here

she'll be so calming
and she can drive for as long as she wants
with a "him", because i no she loves me
and by the way that was the worst excuse ever
i violate what that man told me once and got what i deserved
apologies are so stupid
even more so when you don't have to do them
you just miss a person so much that you'll do anything to get them back
if even for a day
but that's just like eating fire
but now i have tears
now i have dreams
dreams of someone who doesn't exsist yet
sure she's born
but i don't no her yet
remember when i said i can't wait?
and i can't wait?
that's what i meant
i can't wait for you to exsist

remember when i said no more serious talk?
i mean it again
i'm accepted by myself
you can't control me
no more serious talk
i'm dreaming again
there's not a window in sight
there's no weening off of her this time
there's hopes of exsistance though
no more serious talk
and i can't wait

have a sense of humor?
you no i do
no more tears ok
keep your head up
even if you don't have anyone
you still care about yourself
i still care about myself
chicken soup for the manic depressive?
no
just a young boy who's becoming a man

Description
it's fine i'll act
i'm still doing you favors
even after you ripped me apart
imagine that, a dead limbless suit of armor
i guess denial's good
all i can do is get rid of this spit in my mouth
get rid of this water in my eyes
i'm still hung up on the whole missing you thing

i renounce my suit of armor
i renounce my skin
i renounce my faith in humanity
i'm falling asleep again

this one's about me
please don't steel it
please don't steel me
just give me a door to hide under
remember that dirty habit?
i did it again only for a minute though
then i tore them from my tongue
when i took them out the most beautiful flowers came out of my tongue
and i can tend to those with my hands
you're such a liar
but MY laughing is truth
i'm digging your womb out of my chest
not slowly but surly
but with evey breath i take i dig the knife deeper

i have my own corpses to comfort me
it's time i told you about the man that ate fire at night next to that huge rock
he washed it down with the tears of a thousand meaningless poems
taking chances is so overrated he told everyone
what they say in the movies it's propaganda

remember when i said i hated being subliminal?
you never heard that, but that's ok because i'm not anymore
for the next her, i wont be
she'll be camera sharp and a book butterfly
she'll make me want to learn french, or become a father
i can't wait to meet her

calling all cars open door at the intersection of depresion and apathy
no i'm not sad i'm on the other side
i'm happy that she wont read this, but hopefully......
you will
and i can be happy
no i'm not sad i just don't want to be here

she'll be so calming
and she can drive for as long as she wants
with a "him", because i no she loves me
and by the way that was the worst excuse ever
i violate what that man told me once and got what i deserved
apologies are so stupid
even more so when you don't have to do them
you just miss a person so much that you'll do anything to get them back
if even for a day
but that's just like eating fire
but now i have tears
now i have dreams
dreams of someone who doesn't exsist yet
sure she's born
but i don't no her yet
remember when i said i can't wait?
and i can't wait?
that's what i meant
i can't wait for you to exsist

remember when i said no more serious talk?
i mean it again
i'm accepted by myself
you can't control me
no more serious talk
i'm dreaming again
there's not a window in sight
there's no weening off of her this time
there's hopes of exsistance though
no more serious talk
and i can't wait

have a sense of humor?
you no i do
no more tears ok
keep your head up
even if you don't have anyone
you still care about yourself
i still care about myself
chicken soup for the manic depressive?
no
just a young boy who's becoming a man