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gah stuff. A portrait. Things have been rough again. I dont know when this ever ends if it even does haha. sad story.

Moodswings like crazy. Can't communicate whats wrong wiht me and what I feel. Just very bad then very good then very bad again. I don't wanna feel anything by now. I srsly don't. It just pisses me off. I am sure it can be fixed somehow but I just dont wanna. Im so fucking SICk of it. Even if yknow even if things get better ure just waiting for it to go shits again. I fucking hate everything. I am a joke. This is a joke. I wanna leave.

Then see u vent, then CONSEQUENCES. I wonder why I am doing this. MAybe someone can relate and is happy for not having weird positivity smeared over all the shitty entities. I dont know. I dont wanna hide it here as well, as I became part of the fandom for being able to be authentic for once.

Also huge mlem tongue cuz funny. Also am working on commissions. Gimme a few days and I'll be done with them. Drawing and art is one of the few things that give me structure and security, so I will probably one day die with a pen in my hand. So dont worry. You will all get your stuff!

Description
gah stuff. A portrait. Things have been rough again. I dont know when this ever ends if it even does haha. sad story.

Moodswings like crazy. Can't communicate whats wrong wiht me and what I feel. Just very bad then very good then very bad again. I don't wanna feel anything by now. I srsly don't. It just pisses me off. I am sure it can be fixed somehow but I just dont wanna. Im so fucking SICk of it. Even if yknow even if things get better ure just waiting for it to go shits again. I fucking hate everything. I am a joke. This is a joke. I wanna leave.

Then see u vent, then CONSEQUENCES. I wonder why I am doing this. MAybe someone can relate and is happy for not having weird positivity smeared over all the shitty entities. I dont know. I dont wanna hide it here as well, as I became part of the fandom for being able to be authentic for once.

Also huge mlem tongue cuz funny. Also am working on commissions. Gimme a few days and I'll be done with them. Drawing and art is one of the few things that give me structure and security, so I will probably one day die with a pen in my hand. So dont worry. You will all get your stuff!