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As long as my loved ones are happy, I don't mind getting hurt inside and out...

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I think at most, people hated that quote, because it is very unfair of the victim to feel that way. Unfortunately, not all can run from it, as it sticks to you, until you find what you are truly looking for.

From my previous pic. ---> naimazai.deviantart.com/art/Pa…
This is the part 2 that I promised. What music that made me make this? Onoken - Fluquor ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2WlT4…
For anyone who sees this as a "bad" image for V-Day, I apologize. Though, this is how I feel almost everyday...
If you see this as a rant, I apologize again, even though it's not a rant in the first place.

When I say the word "distasteful", I wasn't referring to the floating pairs of hearts. (Hell no, I loved them too much.) I referred the word "distasteful" to myself. I am quite distasteful to others, in a sense that I don't blend in well with my surroundings. I am there, just because I am there only. Not significant. A wallflower if one might add. Thing is, I got used to isolation too much, there are some who tried to break down my isolation, to get me open, to be myself.
Now, hear me out when I say this. I don't like being lonely, yes. But I adapt to it, to the point that I got used to loneliness. Sometimes, I don't feel lonely when I'm in a crowd. Sometimes I do. Whenever they asked why am I so quiet, I let my face speak for itself, since silence has hidden messages... One would be the inner turmoil and bitter honesty that I tried to hold back, so no one would get hurt. It's just my perspective that not many can truly see and understand. (Probably the main reason why I'm weird AF >.>")

NOW, ONTO MY MODELS WHOM I MISSED THE MOST AFTER NOT TOUCHING THEM. DX"

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Who are the floating hearts on the right side?
I rather not speak. I might hurt their feelings.

Why is there another blue heart with you?
You could say... I'm in a relationship. I just started it yesterday, so it's a beginning phase.

Why are you holding the blue heart and not letting it cuddle yours like the other heart pairs?
Ah... That's simple. Even if I am in a relationship, the loneliness deep inside me doesn't fade. I am hugging that heart, so it would not feel my anguish. The last thing I want that heart to feel is my pain. Easy to say is... I'm protecting him from me in a sense of emotions.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Model (c) naimazai
Hearts (c) Crumelody

Description
As long as my loved ones are happy, I don't mind getting hurt inside and out...

~*~*~*~*~*~

I think at most, people hated that quote, because it is very unfair of the victim to feel that way. Unfortunately, not all can run from it, as it sticks to you, until you find what you are truly looking for.

From my previous pic. ---> naimazai.deviantart.com/art/Pa…
This is the part 2 that I promised. What music that made me make this? Onoken - Fluquor ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2WlT4…
For anyone who sees this as a "bad" image for V-Day, I apologize. Though, this is how I feel almost everyday...
If you see this as a rant, I apologize again, even though it's not a rant in the first place.

When I say the word "distasteful", I wasn't referring to the floating pairs of hearts. (Hell no, I loved them too much.) I referred the word "distasteful" to myself. I am quite distasteful to others, in a sense that I don't blend in well with my surroundings. I am there, just because I am there only. Not significant. A wallflower if one might add. Thing is, I got used to isolation too much, there are some who tried to break down my isolation, to get me open, to be myself.
Now, hear me out when I say this. I don't like being lonely, yes. But I adapt to it, to the point that I got used to loneliness. Sometimes, I don't feel lonely when I'm in a crowd. Sometimes I do. Whenever they asked why am I so quiet, I let my face speak for itself, since silence has hidden messages... One would be the inner turmoil and bitter honesty that I tried to hold back, so no one would get hurt. It's just my perspective that not many can truly see and understand. (Probably the main reason why I'm weird AF >.>")

NOW, ONTO MY MODELS WHOM I MISSED THE MOST AFTER NOT TOUCHING THEM. DX"

~*~*~*~*~*~

Who are the floating hearts on the right side?
I rather not speak. I might hurt their feelings.

Why is there another blue heart with you?
You could say... I'm in a relationship. I just started it yesterday, so it's a beginning phase.

Why are you holding the blue heart and not letting it cuddle yours like the other heart pairs?
Ah... That's simple. Even if I am in a relationship, the loneliness deep inside me doesn't fade. I am hugging that heart, so it would not feel my anguish. The last thing I want that heart to feel is my pain. Easy to say is... I'm protecting him from me in a sense of emotions.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Model (c) naimazai
Hearts (c) Crumelody