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I am just updating. I know I am behind commissions. I have been also going through a big and small transition. I decided to still stay home and not move out because I will be saving up for med. school. It is wonderful but scary. Ups and downs.

All in all, I have not been feeling alright.

I need comfort or some sort of attention/care. I have decided to slow down more and work at my pace rather than rushed with the commissions. Because art is important to me. There were times in my life art was hard but right now it hurts a lot. I just try to power through it yet-- I need to take small breaks. I do not like being fragile but I have to slow myself down. No one else is going to tell me how to deal with this. If I did, then the world would just be easy. No point on that! I will be back up as always. I am just working/focused on commissions right now. Thank you for listening and understanding. It has been very harsh. I have been over extending myself but it is worse when I am putting my foot down. It really hurts deeply inside my heart to refrain and walk away. I rather come to an agreement but not everyone has the energy for that. Which is okay. Things will just have to dealt with differently. And it takes time for me, personally, to get back up with that.

I am in need for comfort and hope for everyone to be okay. Please understand I know people are trying to contact me. I wish to communicate back with my mind at ease because I am trying to not be an emotional disaster. I sometimes hate being this fragile and overly-sensitive but I have a system. I just need time.

So, enjoy this old doodle I did like--- last year? Idk if I even posted it on here. I am just warming up to DA again. I log on only to see if someone have a sort of urgency to talk to me-- and art of course.... K BYE-- ttyl---//sprints away with tissue boxes and a list of animes to finish//

Description
I am just updating. I know I am behind commissions. I have been also going through a big and small transition. I decided to still stay home and not move out because I will be saving up for med. school. It is wonderful but scary. Ups and downs.

All in all, I have not been feeling alright.

I need comfort or some sort of attention/care. I have decided to slow down more and work at my pace rather than rushed with the commissions. Because art is important to me. There were times in my life art was hard but right now it hurts a lot. I just try to power through it yet-- I need to take small breaks. I do not like being fragile but I have to slow myself down. No one else is going to tell me how to deal with this. If I did, then the world would just be easy. No point on that! I will be back up as always. I am just working/focused on commissions right now. Thank you for listening and understanding. It has been very harsh. I have been over extending myself but it is worse when I am putting my foot down. It really hurts deeply inside my heart to refrain and walk away. I rather come to an agreement but not everyone has the energy for that. Which is okay. Things will just have to dealt with differently. And it takes time for me, personally, to get back up with that.

I am in need for comfort and hope for everyone to be okay. Please understand I know people are trying to contact me. I wish to communicate back with my mind at ease because I am trying to not be an emotional disaster. I sometimes hate being this fragile and overly-sensitive but I have a system. I just need time.

So, enjoy this old doodle I did like--- last year? Idk if I even posted it on here. I am just warming up to DA again. I log on only to see if someone have a sort of urgency to talk to me-- and art of course.... K BYE-- ttyl---//sprints away with tissue boxes and a list of animes to finish//