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Nikku772 — The Oddlit tied me up by my heart strings
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Published: 2015-09-10 05:33:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 764; Favourites: 13; Downloads: 0
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Am I locked out of her heartTo be chained to her walls
Where a soul like mine belongs
Was I so incompetent
Proven inept at even speaking
Begging to be her slave
With sad mumbled words
Tears as gifts to a beautiful Mistress
Not wanting to take another breath
That was not under her rule
So I became a willing puppet
Forever to now hang from her strings
I knew not what else to do
But I know what I want
It was her
Now and still is too.
Maybe I should have left her alone
I tell myself she would have been better off
Because at this point
The only thing holding me together
Hope that one day Id be worthy of her
Hoping that I am strong enough
That in time I will become more
Then a pathetic pawn to her emotions
Begging for her to hurt me
So I can feel her in my life
Pleading with her to make me suffer her pleasure
Knowing that is her smiling at me
As i fall to the floor
I smile with tears in my eyes
Because she enjoyed it
I am here for your enjoyment my Mistress.
