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I couldn't bear it anymore. Not now, not ever. This destroying pain which fills my lungs with a small scream I can't seem to get out. I'm so tired of this. I don't want to do this anymore. Why can't I play, like they do? I'm just so tired. I don't want it anymore.

"It's freezing out there, you know." a kind but not to friendly voice calls for me. "Yeah, I know." as I sighted, I knew I wouldn't get away with it. "I'll take a coat on. Would that be alright?" curious I take a look backwards and face this strange person.
"Do as you fit. It's not like it's my problem or anything, geez." I couldn't help but smile at that moment, for I myself knew the worry.
"Just so you know; I won't take care of you if you get sick!" the voice says before I even get to reply.
"I know, I know. I wouldn't expect it either." I surrender to the speach. Facing towards the door I grab the handle and open it.

I shouldn't have stepped outside the door.

The raining snow crystals became harder then ever, and before I knew it a storm was raging. Every step seemed harder then the previous one. It's was almost impossible to walk without falling. I myself fell several times to the ground. For every fall the bruises got more visible.
I'm not weak.
I'm not helpless.
But for some reason I just seemed to be incapacitated to move on. My body didn't seem to respond when I commanded it to move.
I was frozzen, intoxicated by the cold blizzard which held a tight grip around my legs and body.
"I can't move!" I shouted in my head.
"I-I can't go on!"
"What should I do?"
"I'm lost no mather how you look at it!" I could feel the cold snow creeping up my body, slowly making me numb with it's cold hand of death.
"No, I don't want this!" "I don't want to end my life here!" I wanted to cry, but if I did they would freeze my face, and what good would it do. In the shivering didstance I hear something, though I don't know what. It's seems so close but so faint.
Could this possible be me losing sight and hearing. It would make no sense trying to scream, for I seem to have lost my voice to.
"Who's there?" I think for myself.
"No mather who you are, please help me.."
I no more will be able to speak the words I hold so dear.
No more able to laugh and smile with ease inn mind.
No more able to live.

"What's this beaming warmth I feel touching my forzen skin?" Still the darkness around me. "Am, am I dead?"
"What's this fuzzy sound I hear? Sounds like a fire burning, but I'm not sure.
"Could it be... As I open my eyes the blurry new world appears before me. Seems like a small cottage, or something.
"Where-Where am I?" I stutter.
"IDIOT, I told you not to go outside. Geez, you're such an idiot, you know that? Man, what would you have done if I didn't come to get you, IDIOT!?"
"Are you angry." I reply after pushing myself up from the couch and sit. As I am continuing keeping my eyes on the sparkly fire.
"No, why should I? You only wanted to play with the others, rigtht? Beside no-one knew that it would be a strom coming today."
"But I-" before I get to finish he continue on.
"You better be happy one of the kids found you, or else you would fill your own grave. You should go by and thank him tomorow after he finishes school, he will most likly appreciate it." with that he turned around and faced towards the staircase.
"Was that a smile on his face when he turned around?" could it be he was worried about me. I wasn't entirely sure, but it sort of felt like it.

"A happy ending, huh?" I shut my eyes slowly, just to open them again.
"I don't think so!"

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I couldn't bear it anymore. Not now, not ever. This destroying pain which fills my lungs with a small scream I can't seem to get out. I'm so tired of this. I don't want to do this anymore. Why can't I play, like they do? I'm just so tired. I don't want it anymore.

"It's freezing out there, you know." a kind but not to friendly voice calls for me. "Yeah, I know." as I sighted, I knew I wouldn't get away with it. "I'll take a coat on. Would that be alright?" curious I take a look backwards and face this strange person.
"Do as you fit. It's not like it's my problem or anything, geez." I couldn't help but smile at that moment, for I myself knew the worry.
"Just so you know; I won't take care of you if you get sick!" the voice says before I even get to reply.
"I know, I know. I wouldn't expect it either." I surrender to the speach. Facing towards the door I grab the handle and open it.

I shouldn't have stepped outside the door.

The raining snow crystals became harder then ever, and before I knew it a storm was raging. Every step seemed harder then the previous one. It's was almost impossible to walk without falling. I myself fell several times to the ground. For every fall the bruises got more visible.
I'm not weak.
I'm not helpless.
But for some reason I just seemed to be incapacitated to move on. My body didn't seem to respond when I commanded it to move.
I was frozzen, intoxicated by the cold blizzard which held a tight grip around my legs and body.
"I can't move!" I shouted in my head.
"I-I can't go on!"
"What should I do?"
"I'm lost no mather how you look at it!" I could feel the cold snow creeping up my body, slowly making me numb with it's cold hand of death.
"No, I don't want this!" "I don't want to end my life here!" I wanted to cry, but if I did they would freeze my face, and what good would it do. In the shivering didstance I hear something, though I don't know what. It's seems so close but so faint.
Could this possible be me losing sight and hearing. It would make no sense trying to scream, for I seem to have lost my voice to.
"Who's there?" I think for myself.
"No mather who you are, please help me.."
I no more will be able to speak the words I hold so dear.
No more able to laugh and smile with ease inn mind.
No more able to live.

"What's this beaming warmth I feel touching my forzen skin?" Still the darkness around me. "Am, am I dead?"
"What's this fuzzy sound I hear? Sounds like a fire burning, but I'm not sure.
"Could it be... As I open my eyes the blurry new world appears before me. Seems like a small cottage, or something.
"Where-Where am I?" I stutter.
"IDIOT, I told you not to go outside. Geez, you're such an idiot, you know that? Man, what would you have done if I didn't come to get you, IDIOT!?"
"Are you angry." I reply after pushing myself up from the couch and sit. As I am continuing keeping my eyes on the sparkly fire.
"No, why should I? You only wanted to play with the others, rigtht? Beside no-one knew that it would be a strom coming today."
"But I-" before I get to finish he continue on.
"You better be happy one of the kids found you, or else you would fill your own grave. You should go by and thank him tomorow after he finishes school, he will most likly appreciate it." with that he turned around and faced towards the staircase.
"Was that a smile on his face when he turned around?" could it be he was worried about me. I wasn't entirely sure, but it sort of felt like it.

"A happy ending, huh?" I shut my eyes slowly, just to open them again.
"I don't think so!"