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His love is soul-deep.
But this girl, he broke her heart.
Regret eats at him.
He wishes to take it back.
He wishes to be redeemed.

He dreams of their love.
He recalls their promises.
He dreams of her face.
He dreams of their planned future…
And wakes to the ruin he’s caused.

He begs forgiveness,
But no one can hear his cry.
This is all my fault.
He worries she won’t hear him.
He fears that she has moved on.

But he knows his heart
And he knows the love he feels.
I can’t let her go!
I love her and she loves me,
So together we should be!

He recalls the fights…
To hell with that! Love prevails!
The past matters not!
He hopes she will hear him out.
He hopes that she will listen.

He knows he must try.
He wants just to be with her.
Hope she wants the same…
What if she doesn’t want me?
I want her to be happy…

He’s picked himself up,
Ready to say what he feels,
Hoping it goes well,
But lacks the courage needed.
Fear stops him dead in his tracks.

Now mourning sets in.
He cries over his love.
Permanent regret.
If only he’d stayed with her.
How could I be such a fool?!

He thinks in silence,
How to take away this pain?
Answer—Suicide?
No, there is no solution
To the pain he’s brought himself.

What am I to do?
He cannot ask anyone.
This problem is his.
He must find the solution.
Now he’s more lost than ever.

He knows he loves her.
He hopes that she still loves him.
But what can I do?
He tries for days to answer
But fear seems to hold him back…

What should I do?
He wishes that he could ask.
Should I try to pray?
There is no faith in his heart.
His only faith was her love…

But now he’s lost it…
Or so he tries not to think.
He can’t bear the thought.
If he’s lost her, he will die—
There’s no desire to live.

But he cannot die.
For he promised her he won’t.
I can’t kill myself!
I made a promise to her.
But if he can’t be with her…