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A small beetle crawled into my room, we call these in Russia “elephant” or “hair beetle”, and as children we scare each other with this little creature, saying that it crawls onto the head and after that the person will have no hair left, supposedly he He'll go bald all over. It would seem like funny children's horror stories, but it's scary to pick them up, although I'm no longer a child. I want to catch him and throw him out into the street, he quickly runs around the floor and doesn’t give in to catching him in a box for further release into his usual habitat. You can kill him by stomping your foot once, and throwing this cake into an ashtray or into a trash can, and sigh. It seems easier, but something is holding me back. This is something - there is empathy, no, not for a beetle, but for a person. It happens that a person gets into your soul, you catch him, you catch him, and not in order to kill him and throw him out, but in order to free him, but he is afraid of you, and you are afraid, which is why you show little warmth, but I want not to harm him, to make him free, to leave him uninjured. You yourself are afraid and he runs in circles, probably he was also frightened in childhood with all sorts of horror stories. So you think with your head like a trapper, and try to catch the runner, catch and release. It seems to be easier on the soul because he released a beetle, but it seems to be heavier, it is more difficult to catch a person, but to make him free, it is easier to trample. And a person is not a beetle, he was caught as a child, and does not know how to be free, he runs into a trap, This is how thoughts come to mind: “This is not empathy, but stupidity, if a person grew up in a parent’s trap, then this is his natural habitat!”

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A small beetle crawled into my room, we call these in Russia “elephant” or “hair beetle”, and as children we scare each other with this little creature, saying that it crawls onto the head and after that the person will have no hair left, supposedly he He'll go bald all over. It would seem like funny children's horror stories, but it's scary to pick them up, although I'm no longer a child. I want to catch him and throw him out into the street, he quickly runs around the floor and doesn’t give in to catching him in a box for further release into his usual habitat. You can kill him by stomping your foot once, and throwing this cake into an ashtray or into a trash can, and sigh. It seems easier, but something is holding me back. This is something - there is empathy, no, not for a beetle, but for a person. It happens that a person gets into your soul, you catch him, you catch him, and not in order to kill him and throw him out, but in order to free him, but he is afraid of you, and you are afraid, which is why you show little warmth, but I want not to harm him, to make him free, to leave him uninjured. You yourself are afraid and he runs in circles, probably he was also frightened in childhood with all sorts of horror stories. So you think with your head like a trapper, and try to catch the runner, catch and release. It seems to be easier on the soul because he released a beetle, but it seems to be heavier, it is more difficult to catch a person, but to make him free, it is easier to trample. And a person is not a beetle, he was caught as a child, and does not know how to be free, he runs into a trap, This is how thoughts come to mind: “This is not empathy, but stupidity, if a person grew up in a parent’s trap, then this is his natural habitat!”

©️OH