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Words, personally who needs ‘em?

Not me, but then again, maybe I do.

My mind has gone, my lips move rapidly, sometimes something makes sense.

Not many understand the intricacies of the mind.

Tons of cells firing at the speed of light, sometimes things get left behind.

Left is right.

Up is down.

Don’t ask about Just and Unjust. They left me years ago. For the ideas of neutrality, biology, and variables, and humanism. There is no real Truth.

My beliefs make sense to me. I’d eat half-chicken half-man cause there are still the chicken parts. Humans are expendable on the global level. War is a necessity. Love is new, honest, and true. Peace is an idealistic way of saying lets find something better to do. Won’t touch a gun, but will take up a sword if the cause is noble. Tell me when there is noble cause. Bet on the underdog cause I watch too much TV and the suspense is killing me to find out if he wins or not. It’ll come together in the end.

Where did I put that paper?

What was it I was thinking about?

I can see my future, but where’s my past. Tiny flashes, that’s all I see. A memory of a room, an event, me only smaller. They mean nothing, yet everything to me.

A midget, a monkey, and nun with electrodes on their heads. Studying to see if there is a mental response to prayer. A skeptic, yet I believe in Fate, aliens, and leprechauns are my patron animal. Crazy land I live in…

I block. I see the world with blinders. I see what I want to see, hear what I want to hear, think what I want to think. This is dangerous the Real World won’t allow it, yet I get work done. Sure I get it done at odd times. The ends justify the means. (The last part should be in the beliefs section.)

In the end though it comes to down to dreams. My dreams are my life, my life is a dream. I live for life’s sake. To see what’s around the next bend, though I fear change. I look for progress. I embrace the future of humanity, yet my own is frightening. My ideas, my dreams, they keep from going insane. They are my children.

I shall survive. Humanity demands I do. History demands I do. Biology demands I do. It is a humans nature to survive. I will fulfill my biological purpose.

I shall fulfill my purpose to me. To do something important. To avoid being a desk monkey. To see the world with my love. And to retire in a philosopher, teacher, and historian. To live a life of books, writing, and continuous thought on the ways of humanity. As I live my life now.