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OpaIescent — something better than this MESS that i am [vent]
Published: 2017-09-07 01:18:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 451; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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'cause if i just believethen i don't have to see what's really there
no, i'd rather pretend i'm something better than
these broken parts
pretend i'm something other than
this mess that i am
'cause then i don't have to look at it
and no one gets to look at it
no, no one can really see-
'cause i've learned to slam on the brake
before i even turn the key
before i make the mistake
before i lead with the worst of me
i never let them see the worst of me-
'cause what if everyone saw?
what if everyone knew?
would they like what they saw?
or would they hate it too?
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i hate myself. i hate anxiety. i hate school. i want to die
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hey my anxiety keeps getting worse too buddy and did u know that i fuckin. love you so much
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opal if you need someone to talk to im here.. i have anxiety/depression, so even if i haven't been through the same thing as you can i can relate i guess??? you can vent to me if you need to, people care about you and love you.. please dont do anything to yourself you'll regret..
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oh opal plz dont be sad. i dont know you very well, but im here for you. i wish i could help, if there is anything you would like me to do, i will do it. i hate seeing people sad. i hope your life turns up, and that you have a great day
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well i hope you get better and whatever anxiety u have it stops or smth
or like things get better for you or smth
yeah
i hope you get better and have a nice day yeah
ye
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