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parrishbroadnax In reply to ??? [2013-05-29 23:27:46 +0000 UTC]

I dont think it needs it but thats what I used. I'm sure you can rock the mouse with it.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-29 23:29:05 +0000 UTC]

Hopefully, I got the ball type of mouse. The one that you just have to roll the ball to move the curser?

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-29 23:31:23 +0000 UTC]

Right my mouse is that and it seems to work just fine, It aint as accurate but its possible to draw with it.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-30 00:23:56 +0000 UTC]

Nice, mine was the same way kinda. It was kinda tough using it at first but in time I learned how to use it perfectlly...well sort of.

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-30 00:53:21 +0000 UTC]

Ikr,I use to love drawing with my mouse...and then I bought a tablet and never looked back.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-30 12:23:24 +0000 UTC]

How much are for those tablets anyway?

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-30 14:00:10 +0000 UTC]

$79.00 is the one i have

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-30 18:27:31 +0000 UTC]

Damn that's alot of money. I only got $12

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-30 18:28:23 +0000 UTC]

heh I got this a while back, for a gift.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-30 18:29:39 +0000 UTC]

From who, your parents? I tried getting one for a gift, but alas I did not.

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-30 18:41:26 +0000 UTC]

My grandfather got it. I never asked for it but he knew its something I wanted.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-30 21:05:15 +0000 UTC]

He must really like you, I aint got nobody.

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-30 21:19:58 +0000 UTC]

I loved that old guy, an I'll miss him.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-31 03:22:16 +0000 UTC]

I know how you feel, I lost my old man along time ago. The only thing I have to remember him by is the toy train he gave me when I was a child.

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-31 04:11:07 +0000 UTC]

Heh I use to love and hate those toy trains

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-31 04:32:08 +0000 UTC]

Same here, but I cherrish this little toy like it was gold encrusted with diamonds. I keep it safe with me at all times, and it sometimes reminds me of what I was back when I was happy...

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-31 04:52:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I have mine And I play with it every so often. Helps remember those days. But One thing I make sure I dont do for him his is dwell on those days.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-31 16:48:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, but let me ask you something. Is it okay to give up on one single emotion, so you dont have to experience that sadness of loss again? Like when my grandfather died, I was shattered, out of everyone in my family he was the only person I trully cared for, I looked up for him, and because he died I was a wreck. Then I decieded to make sure I never feel that same pain again, by turning my own heart black and shunning those who tries to express their affections towards me. Yes I sometimes hope to feel that emotion once last time but I believe that I am too far gone to get it back.

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-31 17:31:39 +0000 UTC]

Of Course thats not the answer, Yes it hurt and its a feeling we never want to have but, That pain you felt was there for a reason. its because you cared so much for him that you felt so much sadness and though it may have hurt you its a key way to show that he really did mean alot to you. No one wants to feel that sadness and emptiness. My grandfather was my biggest role model, not a good one but one none the less. Now that hes gone I have a drive to show him that him having my back for so long was not a waste of time. He always believed in what ever I wanted todo and stuck through it me till the end even if I didn't think I could do it myself. Yes I do miss him alot and I would have to be as broken down as I was that day but, I do want that feeling to happen again when the time is right. If I happen to lose someone close to me again I do want that feeling back. It may hurt but its a sigh of compassion. It lets me know how much that person really ment to me. Its one thing to say I will miss that person and another thing to actually feel the loss of that person.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-05-31 17:53:02 +0000 UTC]

I see, so I should try to get that sense of emotion back and see if I can rekindle that emotion, so that I can feel compasion again?

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-05-31 21:16:16 +0000 UTC]

Right. Some people go through this planet thinking its better to feel nothing at all. They're not exactly right.

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NeonBlacklightTH In reply to parrishbroadnax [2013-06-01 04:15:53 +0000 UTC]

But what if that person is too far gone to even grasp back the emotion he or she has abandoned for six years of his life?

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parrishbroadnax In reply to NeonBlacklightTH [2013-06-01 04:20:07 +0000 UTC]

If that person truly wants to change themselves then its possible. it wont be as easy as letting go of the emotion but nothing should ever be easy.

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Cozah In reply to ??? [2013-05-29 19:51:34 +0000 UTC]

Would be a pretty fun thing to see done.
But either wat. You did good working on it. :3

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Digital-Papercut In reply to ??? [2013-05-29 19:48:12 +0000 UTC]

oh mai

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