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If I'm being honest with myself, I am dreading 2024.. My family is just falling apart and only getting worse each day.. Christmas didn't feel the same and it felt as a layer of snow was over us.

My grandmother is hiding money from us and just very secretive about her phone, lying to all of us about how she "Has no money" and it is clear she is saving up to move out & just abandon us for this new person she is obviously seeing.

And as the black sheep of the family, it seems I'm considered capable of dealing with my pain myself and in times like this, I wish they'd at least ask how I am holding up.

The worst part of all this is that I know that no matter what in this world I could give, it can never be enough to stop what is to come and I am deeply terrified as I cry.

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If I'm being honest with myself, I am dreading 2024.. My family is just falling apart and only getting worse each day.. Christmas didn't feel the same and it felt as a layer of snow was over us.

My grandmother is hiding money from us and just very secretive about her phone, lying to all of us about how she "Has no money" and it is clear she is saving up to move out & just abandon us for this new person she is obviously seeing.

And as the black sheep of the family, it seems I'm considered capable of dealing with my pain myself and in times like this, I wish they'd at least ask how I am holding up.

The worst part of all this is that I know that no matter what in this world I could give, it can never be enough to stop what is to come and I am deeply terrified as I cry.