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You would never do a thing for me

I never dreamed it'd end up this way
so much is jaded
I got up this morning
alone
I awoke in a haze and stumbled
you used to call
all the time.
I'm sure you don't
even think about it anymore
I remember when you used to care.
I don't even think I'll hear from you tonight
touching your hair, and staring into your eyes
I know you'll arrive at home
and be 'too tired'.
I drove forty five minutes
at three in the morning to see you
I had been up since six that morning.
Getting the feeling,
you'd never do the same for me.
It's only twelve, but your head'll hit the bed
and I won't be there
wander alone within this apartment
alone within my own life
my own
I had a dream last night
about a girl,
who looked into my eyes
and told me she loved me
we danced slow and alone
Couldn't you be that girl, again?
Things keep us apart, and you won't even
let those things go.
I promised you, I'd let it all go for you.
Staring out this window tonight
tear stained eyes befalling my own self
I can't feel, but this pain
that you would never do...
you would never do a thing for me.

Date: 12/22/02