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I need you to know that I still love you.
It's so hard for me to say it, but I need to.
I know you probably don't feel the same, and that's okay.
I don't need reciprocation, I just need redemption.
A way out of this never ending passage way
where I lie to myself everyday, pretending I don't need you.
When every chance it gets, my heart screams your name.
I need you much more than you'll ever need me.
I used to be so independent, I don't know what happened.
You happened.
I've never been the same, and it's never taken me this long to
feel ready to let someone else in.
I am here wondering if I will ever be ready.
And when I step out into the world, a part of me will be missing.
A part that you yourself have taken without your knowledge.
A piece of my heart, and part of my soul
Now I'm forced to live with this haunting hole.
Reminding me each day of what I'm living without.
Filling my heart with need and my head with such doubt.
Wondering if that small taste of happiness is all I'll ever receive.
But, Even If my heart aches for an eternity, I will still believe.
We do not deserve the happiness we are given in this life, it is a sudden gift.
It is always short lived, always ending and beginning.
Opening doors and then closing them tight.
We are stuck between the hinges, never knowing what's right.
And the passage ways to my heart are now closed forever.
Under construction, or simply locked away.
Waiting for someone to find their way in one day.
I suppose I should be thankful for those fleeting moments of my own bliss.
And in that bliss, I can't help but find so much ignorance.
I could spend my entire life wondering why my heart can't let go of you,
or I can just let go of this hope I have that you'll return to me.
Hope can drive a person insane.
And when we lose those ever weighing hopes of ideals we wish to be true,
We will find freedom.
I will find freedom.
Losing all hope is our true redemption.

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I need you to know that I still love you.
It's so hard for me to say it, but I need to.
I know you probably don't feel the same, and that's okay.
I don't need reciprocation, I just need redemption.
A way out of this never ending passage way
where I lie to myself everyday, pretending I don't need you.
When every chance it gets, my heart screams your name.
I need you much more than you'll ever need me.
I used to be so independent, I don't know what happened.
You happened.
I've never been the same, and it's never taken me this long to
feel ready to let someone else in.
I am here wondering if I will ever be ready.
And when I step out into the world, a part of me will be missing.
A part that you yourself have taken without your knowledge.
A piece of my heart, and part of my soul
Now I'm forced to live with this haunting hole.
Reminding me each day of what I'm living without.
Filling my heart with need and my head with such doubt.
Wondering if that small taste of happiness is all I'll ever receive.
But, Even If my heart aches for an eternity, I will still believe.
We do not deserve the happiness we are given in this life, it is a sudden gift.
It is always short lived, always ending and beginning.
Opening doors and then closing them tight.
We are stuck between the hinges, never knowing what's right.
And the passage ways to my heart are now closed forever.
Under construction, or simply locked away.
Waiting for someone to find their way in one day.
I suppose I should be thankful for those fleeting moments of my own bliss.
And in that bliss, I can't help but find so much ignorance.
I could spend my entire life wondering why my heart can't let go of you,
or I can just let go of this hope I have that you'll return to me.
Hope can drive a person insane.
And when we lose those ever weighing hopes of ideals we wish to be true,
We will find freedom.
I will find freedom.
Losing all hope is our true redemption.