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// didnt know i could make a good picture even if was for a rant XD///sta.sh/098rnumugzn (also fits the feeling i guess)
that moment when everything you know break apart
when your troughts makes your feel like shit and even knowing you are acting selfish and kind of wrong
you know to be honest is the right choice hoping being honest and that doing that doesnt break you more inside
for once you wish that even being a half monster you stil count with your dear ones
that even if you dislike yourself you have people who said i like you even if you dont
that no matter what happen you know people will be always togheter and near you
that being honest with how you feel, how other actions really affects you and told your friends whats inside you doesnt makes them hate you, be true to yourself and to them, show them you got courange not only to support them but searh in them the same.
so far my mind is still in trouble but thanks to my friends and the fact the listened, help me alot today, but i am still dealing inside with worry, fear with that rock in your heart that tells you it hurt it really hurt over something silly but that still means to much to you and even if you try so hard stil does
gosh hope i do not end turning into the monsters i hate
that i dont start following its steps, that i do not fall making the same tricks
that i dont become what i fear the most a toxic friend
to much to deal with to much to think about and as a plus my RL isnt what i expect it was my plan are almost or are in danger to be break due things that happen in rl that i will never talk about
www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/nicovi…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=nn3ImW…
the reason i prefer to keep notes block is to prevent fire and ashes
if you wonder what more is on my mind maybe depends in how i wake up tomorrow
but so far i prefer to keep this in RC chat rant blog only xD only chat members know about what i am talking about anyway xD
but beside that
wish a good day to everyone
by the way my Rc chat peps you know who you are: ;A; thanks so much for everything you told me and said to me i really feel ii i really feel how wonderful you are to still be with someone like me