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mushrooms grow on rotting things yeh? joke smthn smthn

yes im still procrastinating on chem homework stfu

you can't even really tell its him eh? 😭😭😭 sorry my guy you look kinda generic im ngl

this was inspired by a silly little like, chibi drawing i saw of him (no way to properly link it back cause it was a reupload from weibo and i cant see weibo properly w/o an acc... 😭) where he had tiny lil mushrooms sprouting out of his head for some reason. so ofc i decided to take that and make it horrifying instead lmao

i finished this at like 3am a day ago now 😭 having barely any time to draw AND also not being very satisfied with the things i do draw is really doing shit to my brain

i think this looks kinda decent so eh

i should do more stuff w/ moke, i like him but i rarely ever draw him (as i have also said w/ numerous other characters... girl get ya shit together)

ik i've been venting sorta in a lot of my art piece descs and i am sorry for those who don't wanna read that shit but genuinely i think i am in one of the roughest fucking periods of my life. yeah i figured this would not be easy times but holy shit it is. actually so so fucking bad. it sucks even more because from the outside i look totally fine, really from anyone else's perspective i look like i have my shit together, i look responsible and it seems like i have so many good things going for me, but i just can't shake this deep despair in my heart and its poisoning my mind, i think it is getting so bad its genuinely messing up things again. in a way this piece does sorta represent some of that maybe, paired with the thing i've been worrying about too of "if i can't make my suffering into art if i can't do something beautiful to show that i've been through so much what is it worth? why am i undergoing all this pain if i can't do anything useful with it?" and stuff, but then again as i've said before my [recent] art is a weird inbetween of always being some sorta of vague personal vent but also just random scenarios/situations/ideas i thought of. i like to leave it up to interpretation

anyways i've gotta do my chem hw like seriously and i'm sure nobody wants to hear another essay about my woes so i'll leave this description here for now even if its a rather sour note

tumblr link , which has a glitched version (i thought the unglitched looked better so thats why im uploading it lol) and a dumb silly bonus that i personally thought was really funny

Description

mushrooms grow on rotting things yeh? joke smthn smthn

yes im still procrastinating on chem homework stfu

you can't even really tell its him eh? 😭😭😭 sorry my guy you look kinda generic im ngl

this was inspired by a silly little like, chibi drawing i saw of him (no way to properly link it back cause it was a reupload from weibo and i cant see weibo properly w/o an acc... 😭) where he had tiny lil mushrooms sprouting out of his head for some reason. so ofc i decided to take that and make it horrifying instead lmao

i finished this at like 3am a day ago now 😭 having barely any time to draw AND also not being very satisfied with the things i do draw is really doing shit to my brain

i think this looks kinda decent so eh

i should do more stuff w/ moke, i like him but i rarely ever draw him (as i have also said w/ numerous other characters... girl get ya shit together)

ik i've been venting sorta in a lot of my art piece descs and i am sorry for those who don't wanna read that shit but genuinely i think i am in one of the roughest fucking periods of my life. yeah i figured this would not be easy times but holy shit it is. actually so so fucking bad. it sucks even more because from the outside i look totally fine, really from anyone else's perspective i look like i have my shit together, i look responsible and it seems like i have so many good things going for me, but i just can't shake this deep despair in my heart and its poisoning my mind, i think it is getting so bad its genuinely messing up things again. in a way this piece does sorta represent some of that maybe, paired with the thing i've been worrying about too of "if i can't make my suffering into art if i can't do something beautiful to show that i've been through so much what is it worth? why am i undergoing all this pain if i can't do anything useful with it?" and stuff, but then again as i've said before my [recent] art is a weird inbetween of always being some sorta of vague personal vent but also just random scenarios/situations/ideas i thought of. i like to leave it up to interpretation

anyways i've gotta do my chem hw like seriously and i'm sure nobody wants to hear another essay about my woes so i'll leave this description here for now even if its a rather sour note

tumblr link , which has a glitched version (i thought the unglitched looked better so thats why im uploading it lol) and a dumb silly bonus that i personally thought was really funny