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been feeling out of it lads

the morning after the last post i made, my cat passed away
weird how you can feel like something is off but cant place it until its too late

im also feeling absolutely crushed by the impending terror of school
why i chose to become a teacher is absolutely beyond me at this point
i have hated the beginning of every school year since i was in about 6th grade ??

and yet here i am, now responsible for the educations of children and i still feel like a fucking child myself
like i know how to do adult things and yet im just so

this is not what i wanted to do and now i am stuck between a rock and an obligation
if that makes sense

and i am so unprepared for it all.

well
uh
existential crisis aside

enjoy a mob render because even though its only been like 3 months, i feel like i've known this series for years, and it brings me some sense of comfort just having it in my brain.

Models - Kantenneko . Me
Props - ハイキックP

Effects:
Modified HAToon Shader [ooki_mmd]
ColorShift
CheapLens
Modified Screen Tex [kk_ksmsou . HariganeP]

Description
been feeling out of it lads

the morning after the last post i made, my cat passed away
weird how you can feel like something is off but cant place it until its too late

im also feeling absolutely crushed by the impending terror of school
why i chose to become a teacher is absolutely beyond me at this point
i have hated the beginning of every school year since i was in about 6th grade ??

and yet here i am, now responsible for the educations of children and i still feel like a fucking child myself
like i know how to do adult things and yet im just so

this is not what i wanted to do and now i am stuck between a rock and an obligation
if that makes sense

and i am so unprepared for it all.

well
uh
existential crisis aside

enjoy a mob render because even though its only been like 3 months, i feel like i've known this series for years, and it brings me some sense of comfort just having it in my brain.

Models - Kantenneko . Me
Props - ハイキックP

Effects:
Modified HAToon Shader [ooki_mmd]
ColorShift
CheapLens
Modified Screen Tex [kk_ksmsou . HariganeP]