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Why do I care when she doesn't talk to me? It's not like it matters, it's not like it's hurting me...

Well, no, maybe that isn't true. It is hurting me. Why does it hurt me? It shouldn't matter that she isn't talking to me. It's not a big deal. It's not like she's ignoring me...

What if she's ignoring me? Is she ignoring me? She tells me she's busy. I believe her I really do, but there's always this part of me that tells me I'm just annoying. Why would someone want to talk to me? I'm not good enough...

I'm never good enough. I push myself, put so much pressure on myself. People tell me I'm good at things, but I can't see it. I can't believe it. Even if I was the best, I would feel like the worst. I'm so awful at everything who could ever love me...

Love never comes my way. I search and search. Only to feel lost in a sea of hopeless loneliness. It never gets easier it only gets harder and colder. I just get more lost. Instead it feels as though I get nowhere...

Everything is constant, but not for the best. I get nowhere. It's stays the same awful way. I want to found, but I never find love. I want to be the best, but I never get any better. I want to feel like I'm interesting, but I never feel acknowledged. I want to be happy, but she won't talk to me.

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Why do I care when she doesn't talk to me? It's not like it matters, it's not like it's hurting me...

Well, no, maybe that isn't true. It is hurting me. Why does it hurt me? It shouldn't matter that she isn't talking to me. It's not a big deal. It's not like she's ignoring me...

What if she's ignoring me? Is she ignoring me? She tells me she's busy. I believe her I really do, but there's always this part of me that tells me I'm just annoying. Why would someone want to talk to me? I'm not good enough...

I'm never good enough. I push myself, put so much pressure on myself. People tell me I'm good at things, but I can't see it. I can't believe it. Even if I was the best, I would feel like the worst. I'm so awful at everything who could ever love me...

Love never comes my way. I search and search. Only to feel lost in a sea of hopeless loneliness. It never gets easier it only gets harder and colder. I just get more lost. Instead it feels as though I get nowhere...

Everything is constant, but not for the best. I get nowhere. It's stays the same awful way. I want to found, but I never find love. I want to be the best, but I never get any better. I want to feel like I'm interesting, but I never feel acknowledged. I want to be happy, but she won't talk to me.