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purpledeco — So...this is it by-nc-nd
Published: 2011-09-28 14:13:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 898; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 7
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Description So… this is it


Empty
Lost
Cast aside
Given up

What did I do?
How did I misstep?
I do as is expected
Yet…you punish me

You strip away my security
You coldly justify your actions
I am helpless
I continue my pleas for your mercy

No empathy comes
Only stagnant excuses
Silence follows
Your summation is my disposal

Fine
Alright
Accept…accept…accept
Surrender

I remain
I will exist
I will fill this vacuum with me
I am enough
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Comments: 16

FoggyPebble [2011-10-30 04:24:21 +0000 UTC]

To a passive aggressive parent?

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purpledeco In reply to FoggyPebble [2011-10-31 00:57:46 +0000 UTC]

No...not a parent; however, it was persons that meant a great deal to me at the time.
Thank you for the comment ...<^>...

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CorvusCallosum [2011-10-01 14:54:10 +0000 UTC]

I love it that you acknowledge the loss and know that you're strong enough to survive! I don't think that ever gets emphasized enough....

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purpledeco In reply to CorvusCallosum [2011-10-02 19:53:07 +0000 UTC]

Thankyou very much for your affirmation and comment ...<^>...

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TheCleverFoxGirl [2011-09-30 23:32:07 +0000 UTC]

Exactly what I feel, but beautiful none the less

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purpledeco In reply to TheCleverFoxGirl [2011-09-30 23:48:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the affirmation and kind comment ...<^>...

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LuckyClover38 [2011-09-29 01:07:43 +0000 UTC]

I'm trying to get some amazing artists to join my new group [link]
I hope you'll consider

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purpledeco In reply to LuckyClover38 [2011-09-29 02:17:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the invitation ...<^>...

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HalfAbyss [2011-09-28 20:31:48 +0000 UTC]

I love the topic You did a very good job portraying it in this piece ^^

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purpledeco In reply to HalfAbyss [2011-09-28 20:43:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for your kind comment. My poetry helps me process my emotions. This is my state of mind and my inspiration. ...<^>...

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HalfAbyss In reply to purpledeco [2011-09-28 20:56:04 +0000 UTC]

I know how that goes. Having this as a state of mind must be no fun, though toward the end it seemed a tad hopeful (in my opinion) ^^ Good luck in your struggles

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purpledeco In reply to HalfAbyss [2011-09-28 22:09:25 +0000 UTC]

Yes, hopeful indeed. Thanks for the hug ...<^>...

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HalfAbyss In reply to purpledeco [2011-09-28 22:38:36 +0000 UTC]

No need to thank me ^^'

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Taboo-Twins [2011-09-28 19:57:40 +0000 UTC]

I love it, feels like my position.

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purpledeco In reply to Taboo-Twins [2011-09-28 20:10:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for your comment and empathy ...<^>...

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Taboo-Twins In reply to purpledeco [2011-09-28 20:49:08 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome, it was really good, surprising too because of the time I've found it, it was real help. I should be thanking you.

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