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Description Jeremy Soule (Skyrim) — “Skyrim Atmospheres”
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Something activated my lost memories tonight. I looked in the photo album and with this music playing in the background it was a strange moment. 2014, I was 19 years old, these are the times of my technical school. There was also a moment when depression was really well hidden, and I had a lot of passion and a desire to develop. That's why I came to this place. Cona. Working there picking apples and pears for over a month, at the expense of a piece of school semester, I earned money for a camera, because it was my passion in the first place. I don't know what I wanted to write… Contrary to appearances, I rarely look at my photos and memories, for the last few years they have been rather forgotten. Worked there for a wonderful man. I lived in this little house with two other people. It was my first job, a little vacation, and a lot of experience related to a different mentality of people. Apart from that, “io no parlare italiano”…

It was also a very difficult time because I hid how much I was afraid of people and new places. I decided then that I would never do anything like that again. It was a very lucky coincidence that I found good people, otherwise it would be extremely difficult there, and by the way I even saw the Ferrara Buskers Festival. I also have to admit that there's no way I could do something like that right now. I was much braver back then.

In 2007, I was in Italy for the first time, because my mother worked in Serravalle, close to the river Po. She was at work, so I was killing time riding a bike or electric scooter around the neighborhood. Even one day I managed to get to know the warm water of the Adriatic. It feels strange to have these memories so familiar and so distant all at once. I remember surprisingly many details for such a distance of memories. I think sometimes I should create some kind of backup in case of memory loss. It was definitely in another life, but I wouldn't want to lose it.
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