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Although I've liked art and animation since I was a kid and wanted to study art because I knew it exists as a professional manner, I wanted to try achieving it as a job that would become a career somehow in the future but I eventually attended a graphic design I.E.K. because I could eventually start diving into the idea of doing animation, illustrations ect. instantly.However, I was still thinking about achieving an art career and if not, work a proper graphic designing job which I prefer indeed.

And this is how I want to keep thriving my life with. For me, making a living by doing art commissions is hard because not everyone is interested in my art and that's fine regardless of being known to some social media platforms such as Instagram. It's also the fact that I don't even have time to make art for myself. I feel tired to consider making art (now that I have trouble with my physical health; I don't want to push my body hard even more) and I still have a huge art block even after years regardless of what happened in the past. I'm fine to the idea of not achieving an art career whether I deserve it. After all, there are so many alternative ways to make a living out of.

I believe I'm better off making a living out of a proper graphic designing job I'd like to be a part of and surely, love. I don't want to make art professionally anymore. It's been a long run....

To be honest, what happened in the past (both family drama and online drama), including the people who spread rumors about me and accused me I am at fault for the other individuals' behavior against me for what happened and all, is also a reason I do not enjoy making art anymore including having low self-confidence, low self-esteem and low self-belief. Not only health issues and art block are a reason....

Description

Although I've liked art and animation since I was a kid and wanted to study art because I knew it exists as a professional manner, I wanted to try achieving it as a job that would become a career somehow in the future but I eventually attended a graphic design I.E.K. because I could eventually start diving into the idea of doing animation, illustrations ect. instantly.However, I was still thinking about achieving an art career and if not, work a proper graphic designing job which I prefer indeed.

And this is how I want to keep thriving my life with. For me, making a living by doing art commissions is hard because not everyone is interested in my art and that's fine regardless of being known to some social media platforms such as Instagram. It's also the fact that I don't even have time to make art for myself. I feel tired to consider making art (now that I have trouble with my physical health; I don't want to push my body hard even more) and I still have a huge art block even after years regardless of what happened in the past. I'm fine to the idea of not achieving an art career whether I deserve it. After all, there are so many alternative ways to make a living out of.

I believe I'm better off making a living out of a proper graphic designing job I'd like to be a part of and surely, love. I don't want to make art professionally anymore. It's been a long run....

To be honest, what happened in the past (both family drama and online drama), including the people who spread rumors about me and accused me I am at fault for the other individuals' behavior against me for what happened and all, is also a reason I do not enjoy making art anymore including having low self-confidence, low self-esteem and low self-belief. Not only health issues and art block are a reason....