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Rainbow-Teardrop — No Matter What
Published: 2005-06-09 14:05:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 306; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 42
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September 2004 ~ St Charles, MOModels: My lover and I.
Photographer: Cheap lower-quality camera, tripod, timer...
Our last night together.
I had to fly back to Switzerland the next morning, for another 5 months of absence.
We were just back from that chinese All-you-can-eat buffet.
Had an argument on the way home.
I remember crying my soul out on her lap once she stopped the truck.
Hearts all torn up.
We got over it.
Puffy eyes, fake smiles, last embraces, salty kisses... despite our desperate attempts to stop time, we knew.
It is the same every time, only worse.
Most people don't know how fucking lucky they are to be able to wake up next to their missing half every morning.
Most people don't know what it's like to treasure every moment life lets you spend with the One you love more than the world itself.
Her smile, her skin, her smell, her touch, her loving look...
It's beyond heaven when I get to see it right in front of me, and feel it deep inside my skin.
It's like living in a dream...
It's sheer bliss.
Cloud 9.
Total happiness.
Unfortunately, it never lasts over 90 days at a time... sometimes only 2 weeks...
And sometimes there are 6 months in between.
Some people ask me how I can live like this.
Some people ask me why I put myself through all this.
Some people wonder where I find the strength...
Those people probably don't know much about Love.
Shweet Pumpkin Pie, we'll eventually make it through (;
I still have faith.
