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I sighed and watched as the traffic slowly crept along the road. A tear escaped my eye, falling as another came down, there were more and more until I couldn't stop. I wasn't supposed to be liked, I was an unloveable creature who got attached to easily. I could feel myself crumble and fall apart like my skin was flaking off and dancing to the ground like dust, but it was engulphed by the flames of my heart. I can't change the way I feel, I can't do anything but lie about this. What am I supost to say, when I'm the one driving everyone away? the only people who can help me are gone because of my selfish self. I look up and suddenly all I can see are mirrors of me burning, inside and out, it's so bad I don't want to look at myself but... I'm forcing myself to stare at this thing that can't stop breaking down, and it's all its fault. I jumped into the fire and felt myself turn to ash, my heart the last thing to crumble the way, nothing of me is left.