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I sighed in contempt as I stared. I could feel a light in my eyes that I only felt when near them. Them, not being a person. Them, being personalities that I feel, I could never describe them. They have a similar feel. The feel, the feeling I felt when I rolled the car window down, placing my cheekbone on the glass. It would hurt slightly, but the feeling was over-powering. The feeling I'd get when looking over the waves as they crashed into rocks, or rolled onto the sand, the white horses charging forward in a battle with the land. The feeling I'd get when staring into a flame, looking at this small destructive thing, that I could calm. That feeling, When I sat on damp mud, the same very thing transferring to my clothes, and I smelt it. The smell of damp rocks mixed with others. When I smelt new-ly cut grass, or when I'd be out in the middle of nowhere. That feeling. It feels like a friend, it feels like love, it feels like a passion. It feels right. It feels... I can never describe it. That feeling, that light, my life. It all but only adds up. I don't think I was put here for a reason, but I do think I was given something special. And that, I decided, as I watched the ocean tumble up to me in greeting. I decided, as it drew a song out of me that would be beautiful, that I'd forget as soon as it was over. I decided, was right, in so many ways.