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I'm just venting I guess. I look at this picture I have drawn and wish it were true, wish I held a bond with a lady as wonderful as Roxanne but don't. I don't belive I ever will either. I just forever Be burdened with this capacity for and to love. A desire to fulfill and self sacrifically love to my last breath With every fiber and every ounce I can muster. But all anyone will ever see is the Monster. [ I drew as a little EE my Dog siting on the back of a couch in the window. She was recently put to sleep and that has weighted heavy on me also Sadie 13 years old the Golden dog best dog our family ever had [I miss you blonde dog]. Dear heavenly Father forgive my tresspasses dear lord, I continue down this path of wickeness and sin and have become so numb and blind to my own lack of sorrows for said behavior. Please for give me I am Lost in the caves send a sign or a light to Retreve me, wash me so I am clean in your sight, Brand me a fool to this world. If it be your will dear lord. let your will be done in Jesus's name Amen.

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I'm just venting I guess. I look at this picture I have drawn and wish it were true, wish I held a bond with a lady as wonderful as Roxanne but don't. I don't belive I ever will either. I just forever Be burdened with this capacity for and to love. A desire to fulfill and self sacrifically love to my last breath With every fiber and every ounce I can muster. But all anyone will ever see is the Monster. [ I drew as a little EE my Dog siting on the back of a couch in the window. She was recently put to sleep and that has weighted heavy on me also Sadie 13 years old the Golden dog best dog our family ever had [I miss you blonde dog]. Dear heavenly Father forgive my tresspasses dear lord, I continue down this path of wickeness and sin and have become so numb and blind to my own lack of sorrows for said behavior. Please for give me I am Lost in the caves send a sign or a light to Retreve me, wash me so I am clean in your sight, Brand me a fool to this world. If it be your will dear lord. let your will be done in Jesus's name Amen.