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Published: 2023-06-22 17:50:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 3562; Favourites: 14; Downloads: 1
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Hello again,It's me,that one guy again back from my 100000 lightyear trip back with more paper stuff cause fuck it i just like drawing with a pen more than a mouse gimme a break lmao XDThis here is actually a REALLY REALLY old work of mine,Simply put i just have a lot more paper stuff that i'm too insecure to actually upload,I'm just under the impression that digital does better and while i'm not THAT obsessed with ''lieks and vieoos'' it gets a bit demoralizing NGL XD
So feel free to tell me if you'd like more of this sorta thing for like,The one or two people who are gonna see this lmao XD
The context here is simple,It's part of another sorta story i made up that i'll never probably write (It's a typical crossover fuckfest starring my bloody self-insert with blazblue inspirations,that's how you know it's a shitfest not worth your time,though feel free to ask i'll answer but only as much as YOU want lmao XD)
Sayori is basically caught in the middle of an all-out war between Noire and Rei (my OC) due to differing views,Being against that sorta thing she's thinking about what she can do to help while taking a stroll after school (Which is in planeptune because fuck you that's why ROFL)
I'm happy enough with how i depicted the city and the character herself since,again,this is an older drawing of mine,i don't really upload my new stuff since fuck it,I might as well show where was (and i haven't really improved THAT much outside of mech design...)
It's a little barren in places since i was paranoid about the drawing being too cluttered,Simple mistake really but hey at least nothing looks TOO bad XD
-INCOMING RANT FEEL FREE TO SKIP TO THE END-
Frankly i don't wanna talk too much about where i am IRL at the moment,Just finished exams and might redo a subject,I'm A LOT more demotivated by AI than i'd like to admit hence why i have a mountain of shit i can upload now since i'm actually sharing my real passion rather than the digital stuff,Plus crap economy...and jobs...plus my stress beginning to physically affect me forcing me to try and take it easy cause hey,better than spending money in the hospital ROFL
i don't HATE digital,frankly i'd love to get better but i'm just lacking the heart,plus the mouse just lacks that natural feedback you know ?,I've been drawing with a pen for like 8 years,doing it with a mouse just feels eldritch,plus having to basically start from scratch regarding my grip and stuff just feels weird (and in case you're asking,no,i don't own nor can i afford a drawing tablet)
So while i'd LIKE to do a little more digital it just doesn't feel right plus i can't do as much with it (mainly mechanical design) as i can with a pen
Sometimes i feel like my method is immature or just plain outdated but fuck it,It's what i do best,i don't do much fan art (AND THIS IS NOT HATING ON FAN ART BTW) cause i feel a little dirty,using someone else's work to make art while i could always make something original (yet here i am uploading multiple works depicting planeptune and here's a sayori one,See that i'm a self-sabotaging hypocrite yet ? XD)
All in all i'm trying my best,I'll try to work up the courage to upload more,frankly i feel my issues are ''insecurity'' and ''laziness'',I'm too lazy to get better at digital and too insecure to share what i'm actually...you know...GOOD AND PASSIONATE ABOUT ?! XDD
Lovely how you can be so self-aware but powerless to do anything (as much as i like hating on myself life hasn't been doing me many favors,i'd rather just spend more time with my family or playing games rather than putting out crap no one but me cares about XD)
In case you're asking,no.i'm not quitting i'm just addressing an issue out-loud lol,No need to worry,it wouldn't be me if every goddamn upload didn't also have my baggage as extra XDDD
I guess i'll try my best and hey,it's not like i need to rush since i don't make a living off of this shit nor does anyone care,i'm basically doing it for myself XDD
Sorry to disregard your existence if you DO care i'm just used to assuming the worst because i'm a total jackass ROFL
-RANT OVER-
All in all that's that,a sayori city art that i made and liked and had lying around and i hope you enjoyed it LMAO
as per usual any positive or negative feedback is greatly appreciated and feel free to comment it helps fuel private robot army XD
This has been LOS and i hope you enjoyed this literal doodle LMAO
-FUNFACTS
-Sayori actually posses a power in this ''setting'' called ''Factory defaults'' which completely disables any and all super-natural or super power related events in her vicinity
-Monika is my favorite DDLC girl,though i love all of them equally tbh XD
-I fucked up her vest since i forgot how she was dressed,Way to go jackass XD
-No music to speak of since it's been so long since i made this i forgot,LMAO