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Published: 2013-08-13 01:27:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 159; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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One of my new characters, Lilith.She's based a lot on myself, with embellishments to make her less...pathetic sounding. She's a big part of the latest story arc in mine and Gem's RP. I've drawn her a lot lately, and felt like doing a pencil portrait, since it's been awhile since I did one.
I think I'm getting better and better at pencil shading but I've obviously got a long way to go. I need to refine my methods some more, learn how to blend better and keep the paper cleaner while I work, as well as strengthening my values, but, I'm happy with how this came out for having not done a pencil drawing in awhile. Per my style I did the eyes in color. This took me about a day. My favorite part is the dress =3
She's got a sad life and again she is based a lot on me, personality wise. I guess I've needed a character to vent through lately
Lilith belongs to me. She doesn't know her last name, which, is part of her story. As for the story arc she's part of, it includes a boy named Razi with and equally sad story, and a little bundle of hope in the form of a stubborn baby girl named Lydia.
~ Halo
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She has nightmares about that, her child being taken away.
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Yep, cause she knows they'll try, I mean, it's Azel's kid. She doesn't know how she'll handle that.
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they'll try their best to keep Azel away
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It's kinda sad though if he honestly felt something for her you know?Β It's just his loyalty to Amadi comes first.
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thats also true
i think he did but down there loyality is above everything its what hes taught
where Kephalos taught his to love before loyality
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Oh that's for sure considering she was willing to risk the lives of her kids to make Zero kill one of Zardaz's...even if she was angry at the time X_X
That's what keeps it from working out...course if Reiyuu hadn't come along and gotten interested lord knows what might have happened to Lucille.Β She'd likely be down there, even if she wasn't happy.
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I think so, with how she had like no hope.Β Reiyuu gave her a way out that was, warm and comforting.Β If she didn't have that she'd probably still think she couldn't do any better.
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well hes been with her all the time besides working n Anita and cooking for the girls
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They've all been happier believe me.
Course Lucille's more paranoid than ever after what Urlumin said.Β Don't get me wrong she's not depressed she's just...worried about her child.
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Reiyuus gonna stick with herΒ
Anita too
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She's lucky then <3
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Lucille's gotten better too, so it shows <3
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yeah it does X3 so has Lilith
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Oh Lilith definitely has.
The sisters are all getting better I think Valerie and Vicky are starting to realize they're free.Β Georgia's always been her positive self and Tiffany I think she's getting better too. Lucille still has the most attitude XD
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awww well thats good
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It is X3
I still need to do Vicky and Valerie in color X_X
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ah plenty of time
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I suppose so. I get a break from the RP pictures after Anju lol
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soorr about the twins didn't think it'd so go late today
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Don't be it's just a birthday really.
I just feel really low and stupid right now for what I let happen.Β Really bad.
Medula shouldn't be talking that way she's one of my most beautiful characters and I have her talking nonsense like that, Athena too. I'm really angry at myself right now I guess that's why I had Zardaz attack them. ...lol I don't see why you put up with me I'm such a jerk.Β Medula and Athena would never talk like that. They're Jewels, they're better than that...
I'm just so ashamed and embarrassed right now I want to take it all back.
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dont be though
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I know, I think you could tell how bad I felt last night. I hope today made up for it a little even if Yuu got upset. Hopefully they can start making her happy.Β I don't want my little sis depressed <3
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sorry its just i get Yuus feelings lol
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Aww no it's okay <3 I feel for Yuu too so I understand X3
We'll make things brighter for Yuu I'm sure ^^
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i'll feel better just some of her dreams lol
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We'll just have to make some of them happy somehow DX everyone else got to be happy so should Yuu
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she should have something postive
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so hopefully it will put impact on her
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ahh my teeth DX i wish Yuu would make better
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I do too Gem <3 I hate that they're still bothering you 
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i will soon mabye its just sensetive the now
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Maybe so, I hate that it's been bothering you and that you had a headache, really if you're not well you should just rest you don't have to tell me
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i will though cause you tellme
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Yeah but sometimes I hate saying because I hate bringing down the mood...I just wish my life didn't suck so much, I hate being unhappy. ...my parents don't seem to care.
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im sorry really
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Don't be it's not your fault.Β Not your fault my life has all of these problems haha
I'll be okay <3 I'm not dead yet so, I'm pretty sure I'll be okay.
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dont say dead i dont want you to die DX
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I'm sorry Gem...sad thing is probably only you and one or two people would even notice I was gone lol if I were.Β I don't think my life has really meant anything to anyone...I dunno if it ever will, I mean, besides you and my other two or three friends. XD I really feel like just...this unremarkable person sometimes.
Anyway don't be sad I didn't mean it like that X3 I meant it to say I'll keep trying even if I've got next to no faith anymore lol besides I have to worry about my mother I don't have time for myself, not that that matters since nothing had happened for me anyway lol
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not yet anyway
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It never will let's be real XP ...or we can say maybe I guess no harm in trying I suppose.
I'll be fine <3
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Course I will.Β Besides everyone needs a friend that is a spinster/cat lady. I'll just have to be that person lol
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Yeah I will be, it'll be okay lol It's just the way things are
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