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Rubystar-chan — Ugly
Published: 2012-11-29 03:05:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 212; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description I woke to see the bright sun shining through my blinds of  my room, I look around my small room. I still live with my brother, Gajeel Redfox, I know he takes more missions than me but I've been focusing on my music lately. We live in a small hut just outside of the town skirts of Mongolia as I get showered and dressed for the day. I bring along my guitar that's strapped to my back and my notepad in my small bag around my shoulder, I've been working on a new song but still I haven't figured out a title for it yet. As I'm walking to my guild, Fairy Tail, I hum the chorus of my song.

I walk in the front doors of the guild and see the regular day fighting and drinking, I walk up to the bar area and take off my guitar and let it lean against the bar while I take a bar stool.

"What's the breakfast for today, Mirajane?" I asked the S-Class woman in front of me.

"Really anything Ruby. How about your regular? Scrambled eggs, bacon, and a cup of hot coco?" Mirajane says with a sweet smile on her face.

"Sounds great!"

Mirajane soon gets my food and let me eat alone in peace, as I look to my left there's  my older brother, Gajeel, talking to Levy McGarden or as he calls her 'bookroom'. I chuckled a small laugh when I think how cute they would be together, I'm just a few inches taller than Levy but still smaller than the rest, I'm also little more built in the chest than Levy but nothing like Erza or Mirajane. I finish my breakfast and wipe my mouth with a napkin while Mirajane takes away my plate and cup. I grab my guitar in my hand and over to the Thunder God Tribe's table; which is made up of Freed, Evergreen, Bixlow, and my long time crush Laxus. As I got more near I saw many women around Laxus trying to flirt with him I tried to get near and say hi to Laxus as I do every day, but the women stared me down.

"Who are you?!" One called with an annoying squeaky voice.

"Stop trying to take away Laxus!"

"He'll never love anyone as UGLY as you are!"

The another took a glass of orange juice and dumped it right on my head, luckily my guitar didn't get wet in my hand. As the girls laughed everyone from the guild stared at me expecting me to fight the girls, because I know behind my back they did a match make for me to be with Laxus.  I took a deep breath, slung my guitar on my shoulder, looked Laxus deep in the eyes and left without a word.

As I walked home, I looked at my long black and red hair that was soaking wet and it was getting sticky, I told myself to get home soon and take a shower before this juice really turns into a mess. When I got home I took another shower and changed into my pj's. I knew I didn't want to leave the hut again today, not after being embarrassed like that in front of everyone and Laxus. I strummed a few notes on my guitar as I sat on my bed.

"I think I'm ugly, and nobody wants to love me. Just like her I wanna be pretty. I wanna be pretty. Don't lie to my face and try to tell me I'm pretty."  I sang the chorus of my song, I look up and to see the broken mirror on the wall in front of me and stared at it.

I set the guitar on my bed while I walked to the broken mirror in front of me, I didn't understand why  I couldn't be like those girls that hung around Laxus today. I just wanted to be pretty, a sudden knock interrupted my thoughts and Gajeel came through the door and gave me a piece of paper and left without a word, this was our usual conversations. I looked at the paper and my eyes widen from shock, this was it! IT could be my big break and show everyone that I had a talent and it's amazing.

"Fairy Tail holding a talent show tomorrow at 1 o'clock!!! Show us your talent and whoever is the best will get to be in the next upcoming magazine for the Sorcerer"

I dropped the piece of paper and ran to my guitar laying on my bed, I knew I had a get this song done by tonight. Soon hours and hours passed by and soon about around mid night I got my song done. I laid on my bed next to my guitar and notepad a breath of relief.

"I think I'm ugly, and nobody wants to love me. Just like her I wanna be pretty." I whispered softly before I fell into a land full of dreams.

Tomorrow morning I got dressed and showered as fast as I could, then ran to the guild to enter my name. When I got to the guild, there was a line of people of mages and non-mages entering their name, finally it was my turn at last I entered my slip. I got the number 10 it was my favorite number. As I went backstage there were a whole bunch of clothes and costumes to pick out for the act, I saw the 4 girls from yesterday that yelled at me and poured the orange juice on me. They saw me, stuck up their noses and went back to look for outfits for their act. I walked to another rack of clothes that were all dress, 'Well if I want to impress everyone. Better wear something nice I guess' I thought to myself as I looked through the dress. Then that's when I spotted a flower print dress of the colors; pale blue, white, grey, and dark grey. It was perfect.

I took it from the rack and ran to the dressing room to see how it would look on me. As soon as I clipped a piece a hair out of my way with a bobby pin, I saw how beautiful I looked in the summer dress. Even if I didn't have words to explain it, I'm hoping someone will and show me how beautiful I looked in it. Time passed and soon it was going to be my own turn, the rest of us watched the performing acts on stage on a TV backstage. Turned out that the Laxus 'fan-girls' were right before me, I watched with interest on the TV wondering what their act was.

No wonder. Of course some stupid little tight skirt and shirt cheering for their hero, Laxus. I sighed to myself, even though I'm hopelessly, head over heels in love with Laxus. You would never catch me ever doing that for anybody, for no one I promise you. It was my turn and I walked to the stage and sat on a bar stool, adjusted the mic for my standards and said hi to the audience and said that it was a new song I've just written not that long ago and it's how I feel.

"Balkge useobojiman
Nae mame deulji anha
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

Norael bulleobojiman
Amudo deutji anha
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

Nan wae ireohke motnan geolkka
Eotteokhamyeon nado neocheoreom hwanhage
Useobol su isseulkka

Ddo hwagana wae neul wanbyeokhaji mothae
I ggaejin geoul sok motnan moseubeul hyanghae
Tathagiman hae

Chyeodabojima jigeum I neuggimi shilheonan
Eodironga sumgoman shipeo
Beoseo nago shipeo
I sesangeun geojitmal

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face
Tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face
Cause I know I'm ugly

Nal shwipge ihaehandago hajima
Mot saenggigo bbiddoreojin nae maeumi neol
Wonmanghaljido molla

Mal shikijima nan neowa eoulliji mothae
Geu jalnan nunbit sok chagaun gashiki nal
Summakhige hae

Dagaojima neoui gwanshimjocha shilheo nan
Eodironga ddeonago shipeo sori chigo shipeo
I sesangeun geojitmal

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face
Tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face
Cause I know I'm ugly

All alone
I'm all alone
All alone
I'm all alone

Ddaddeuthamiran eobseo
Gyeoten amudo eobseo

All alone
I'm all alone
I'm always all alone

All alone
Ddaddeuthamiran eobseo
Gyeoten geu nugudo nal anajul saram eobseo

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face
Tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face
Cause I know I'm ugly"

I stood and bowed while the audience clapped and cheered for me. I even saw Laxus in the back of the crowd standing for me and clapping his hands, that brand a smile to my face. I felt happy, for the first time in a long time.

"I think I know who won" The judge said as he smiled, "Congrats, Ruby Redfox."

"Thank you." I bowed once again, and soon was swarmed with magazine paparazzi tried asking me so many questions.

When I was done I was tired of asking questions for the magazine, then someone came up to me and handed me a piece of paper and told me it was from somebody special. When I read the paper, tears of joy to my face and a smile I could never erase.

Dear Ruby,

Your beautiful in every single way. Not ugly.
I love you.

Sincerely,
Secret Admirer
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