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the night will come
when you can embrace
the arms of the one
who will make all
the bad memories erase

when she can tell me its okay
and the lights can dull
when the covers over us lay
and we can together fall

these moments unforgettable
to be cherished and rememberred
carry me away with wings
the chaos forgotten and barred
you are so charitable

the voice of solice
her lyrics sing so sweet
whispering new peace
lust forgotten; clean, and neat

this horrid facade will fall
the feelings empty and lonely
false existence comparable
when will this angel forgive me

what i was once
has never changed
real without an excuse
your words are heard
but its no use

words that hurt, speak we cant
time, an eternity ive waited
watching on, not enjoying the taunt
someday you will pay
cant you hear that these words hated

my soul is full, and ready
the one i want
maybe i havent found her,
her life unsteady
perhaps her lips arent

used abused and then forgotten
hurt and left behind
lets get right down
to whats truly on my mind
these words cant be viewed as heathen

who am i anymore?
do i even want to know
most of this shit that i put on here
isnt ever looked with hope
just accepted as feelings of fear

perhaps the one occasion
when opportunity knocks
ill realize what this all
comes down too is a relation
between the words and thoughts

misunderstanding, judgement
assumption and ego
things that provide no movement
towards a place we need, learn to let go
tact a lack of, shows our destiny

destined to a future
shy of a society that accepts
those who truly are mature
a thought that might differ
but its thrown away

no concern for a fellow
times goes on and on
very little sign of a slow
but what options are there
very few; with those who have no care

my eyes dont comprehend
what i see
i just dont understand
dont believe
why do i fail

I remember the day
you left my heart
there was no hurray!
a surprise, like a dart

there is always a lesson
a word, belief in the better
a come down will come in
love gone guilt filled in
dont believe it now but its in there

rearrange the way you live
believe in what really matters
family is all that will survive
you forget that there is more
than what you see, there is more

fallen and hating that fact
purpose; who said we had any
unsure of who i am and where im at
but perhaps its all been
something that they just wanted us to see

absorbing all existence
questioning is it all real
maybe this is what is beyond the fence
this barrier between the living
and the dead is almost surreal

just breathing accepting
what i perceive to be my circumstance
making what i want to be reality
changing my perception to
improve what it is i see
this existential existence
it will come to end
that is all our sentence
i guess what im trying to get at
is that you have to enjoy what
youve got because thats all youll
ever have believe me when i tell
you see these words they are no lie
i know this for a fact; it isnt
all its made out to be
so put your head down;
try your hardest not to drown
in all the complications;
the drama and trying to own
and control every aspect
of each minuscule situation

relax, calm down, this is what
your life is, its only what you make it
dont let the small things cut
too deep, forgivness is the only fix

i often sit and wonder
what makes me so
different from another
what do i lack is it to
beyond my grasp, i dont understand

forgetting the land
that i once knew
i cant live in a place
where i cant feel you
shivers down my back

further than any fairy tale land;
there is none, and i doubt
we will ever see; the end
grows closer and closer with every
passing day; feelings change
incomplete and unstable energy

follow me down this rabbits tunnel
lost i am not, but found i have
who i truly am, unforgettable
you all see what you want believe

judgmental, unforgiving accusations
of who i am, the chance to repair
what i broke; long forgotten
are the feelings of clear despair
i think about your voice

wondering to myself what your voice
and your whisper will feel
like, i have no choice
but to just tell you my deal

lonely and scared, insecure
i just want to feel
the love of someone pure
this imposibilty of it being real
when will the pieces

all fall into place
considering whats been learned
can it all just be race
confused and lost

my mind is fried
emotions run rampage
destroying all who tried
locked away finally the demons
are gone from the stage

Description
the night will come
when you can embrace
the arms of the one
who will make all
the bad memories erase

when she can tell me its okay
and the lights can dull
when the covers over us lay
and we can together fall

these moments unforgettable
to be cherished and rememberred
carry me away with wings
the chaos forgotten and barred
you are so charitable

the voice of solice
her lyrics sing so sweet
whispering new peace
lust forgotten; clean, and neat

this horrid facade will fall
the feelings empty and lonely
false existence comparable
when will this angel forgive me

what i was once
has never changed
real without an excuse
your words are heard
but its no use

words that hurt, speak we cant
time, an eternity ive waited
watching on, not enjoying the taunt
someday you will pay
cant you hear that these words hated

my soul is full, and ready
the one i want
maybe i havent found her,
her life unsteady
perhaps her lips arent

used abused and then forgotten
hurt and left behind
lets get right down
to whats truly on my mind
these words cant be viewed as heathen

who am i anymore?
do i even want to know
most of this shit that i put on here
isnt ever looked with hope
just accepted as feelings of fear

perhaps the one occasion
when opportunity knocks
ill realize what this all
comes down too is a relation
between the words and thoughts

misunderstanding, judgement
assumption and ego
things that provide no movement
towards a place we need, learn to let go
tact a lack of, shows our destiny

destined to a future
shy of a society that accepts
those who truly are mature
a thought that might differ
but its thrown away

no concern for a fellow
times goes on and on
very little sign of a slow
but what options are there
very few; with those who have no care

my eyes dont comprehend
what i see
i just dont understand
dont believe
why do i fail

I remember the day
you left my heart
there was no hurray!
a surprise, like a dart

there is always a lesson
a word, belief in the better
a come down will come in
love gone guilt filled in
dont believe it now but its in there

rearrange the way you live
believe in what really matters
family is all that will survive
you forget that there is more
than what you see, there is more

fallen and hating that fact
purpose; who said we had any
unsure of who i am and where im at
but perhaps its all been
something that they just wanted us to see

absorbing all existence
questioning is it all real
maybe this is what is beyond the fence
this barrier between the living
and the dead is almost surreal

just breathing accepting
what i perceive to be my circumstance
making what i want to be reality
changing my perception to
improve what it is i see
this existential existence
it will come to end
that is all our sentence
i guess what im trying to get at
is that you have to enjoy what
youve got because thats all youll
ever have believe me when i tell
you see these words they are no lie
i know this for a fact; it isnt
all its made out to be
so put your head down;
try your hardest not to drown
in all the complications;
the drama and trying to own
and control every aspect
of each minuscule situation

relax, calm down, this is what
your life is, its only what you make it
dont let the small things cut
too deep, forgivness is the only fix

i often sit and wonder
what makes me so
different from another
what do i lack is it to
beyond my grasp, i dont understand

forgetting the land
that i once knew
i cant live in a place
where i cant feel you
shivers down my back

further than any fairy tale land;
there is none, and i doubt
we will ever see; the end
grows closer and closer with every
passing day; feelings change
incomplete and unstable energy

follow me down this rabbits tunnel
lost i am not, but found i have
who i truly am, unforgettable
you all see what you want believe

judgmental, unforgiving accusations
of who i am, the chance to repair
what i broke; long forgotten
are the feelings of clear despair
i think about your voice

wondering to myself what your voice
and your whisper will feel
like, i have no choice
but to just tell you my deal

lonely and scared, insecure
i just want to feel
the love of someone pure
this imposibilty of it being real
when will the pieces

all fall into place
considering whats been learned
can it all just be race
confused and lost

my mind is fried
emotions run rampage
destroying all who tried
locked away finally the demons
are gone from the stage