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Fire

Mesmerizing…

Colors of Blue and Purple flood my surroundings,

Colors that once meant love

Glowing over me

Frozen layers of my past

A fire, burning through me,

It symbolizes who I am

And It symbolizes all that I am.

I once told them

‘You can’t fake your feelings in front of him

And you can’t take the smallest signs as another’s truth

You have to learn how to balance those two things

For one will overtake and bring destruction one way or another’

But is it true?

I’m tied to the present,

And my past is trying to control me,

And who I will turn out to be.

Fire boils up my blood

My veins lit up

And my surroundings have gained more color

As I float through the place of the unwanted.

I forgave him

I gave him everything

Was that the right thing to do>?

Or should’ve I used my fire so dear, to make him pay

For all the pain he has caused me…

I pretend I like this place

I pretend I like the cold

But I am fire

I am the one who’ll burn you

If you take too much

And get too close.

I hear songs of the moon

My fears slowly fade

I float through that place again

I try to control myself and It doesn’t work

Because of my fire, I’ve hurt too many people

I’ve carried too many burdens

And have been used too much.

I’ve seen it all

Visions

Situations

Hurt

Death

All out of my control

The shadow of a dog predicting a toxic event

An irrational fear predicting a heartbreak

My relationships slowly break

As I realize I don’t really have anyone to trust

They’ve all turned their backs on me

One way or another

I feel so lonely, I feel so cold

But my fire warms me back up

And I brush it off,

Just like every other hurt

That slowly breaks me more and more.

Once I get out of this place

Cold,

…but colorful…

I promise you, dear…

…I will grow strong again.

Description

Fire

Mesmerizing…

Colors of Blue and Purple flood my surroundings,

Colors that once meant love

Glowing over me

Frozen layers of my past

A fire, burning through me,

It symbolizes who I am

And It symbolizes all that I am.

I once told them

‘You can’t fake your feelings in front of him

And you can’t take the smallest signs as another’s truth

You have to learn how to balance those two things

For one will overtake and bring destruction one way or another’

But is it true?

I’m tied to the present,

And my past is trying to control me,

And who I will turn out to be.

Fire boils up my blood

My veins lit up

And my surroundings have gained more color

As I float through the place of the unwanted.

I forgave him

I gave him everything

Was that the right thing to do>?

Or should’ve I used my fire so dear, to make him pay

For all the pain he has caused me…

I pretend I like this place

I pretend I like the cold

But I am fire

I am the one who’ll burn you

If you take too much

And get too close.

I hear songs of the moon

My fears slowly fade

I float through that place again

I try to control myself and It doesn’t work

Because of my fire, I’ve hurt too many people

I’ve carried too many burdens

And have been used too much.

I’ve seen it all

Visions

Situations

Hurt

Death

All out of my control

The shadow of a dog predicting a toxic event

An irrational fear predicting a heartbreak

My relationships slowly break

As I realize I don’t really have anyone to trust

They’ve all turned their backs on me

One way or another

I feel so lonely, I feel so cold

But my fire warms me back up

And I brush it off,

Just like every other hurt

That slowly breaks me more and more.

Once I get out of this place

Cold,

…but colorful…

I promise you, dear…

…I will grow strong again.