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Published: 2007-01-15 20:57:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 142; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 2
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Misguided to a whole new misdirectionThe things you do I confused with returned affection
Tears out my heart to look in your direction
Remembering when I had your full attention
How could I have been so blind
Actually telling myself that you’d be mine
Inside I believed in myself so much
Dreaming of your dreams that I could touch
And for once I tried to be brave
To open up my heart to someone new
I thought I had it right I thought
That I had thought it through
But now as you carelessly look away
And ignore me while I’m there
Makes me regret all of the moments
All of these minutes I’m stripped bare
I told you how I felt inside
And for once in my life I didn’t hide
From this pulling and tugging within my heart
From this distance that’s keeping us apart
And the instant the words escaped my mouth
I wished I had never spoken them aloud
Because you just didn’t feel a thing
While my love to you I was baring
No emotion in your eyes
I guess all I felt was a bunch of lies
You just answer so coldly and bland
While the imploding of my heart I try to withstand
Is it really that you never felt the same way
Is it really that you never wanted me to stay
Around you and help you support you and love you
Adore you and emplore you put nothing else above you
That’s what I’d do if you were mine
That’s what I’d give if you’d be so kind
As to open up your heart to someone like me
To not be so scared that someone could make you that happy
But I cant make you look
At me that way
I cant make you love me
And I cant take back that day
Sitting in the silence
Realizing what you said
Acknowledging you never loved me
And it was all up in my head

