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Description Misguided to a whole new misdirection
The things you do I confused with returned affection
Tears out my heart to look in your direction
Remembering when I had your full attention

How could I have been so blind
Actually telling myself that you’d be mine
Inside I believed in myself  so much
Dreaming of your dreams that I could touch

And for once I tried to be brave
To open up my heart to someone  new
I thought I had it right I thought
That I  had thought it through

But now as you  carelessly look away
And ignore me while I’m there
Makes me regret all of the moments
All of these minutes I’m stripped bare

I told you how I felt inside
And for once in my life I didn’t hide
From this pulling and tugging  within my heart
From this distance that’s keeping us apart

And the instant the words escaped my mouth
I wished I had never spoken them aloud
Because you just didn’t feel a thing
While my love to you I was baring

No emotion in your eyes
I guess all I felt was a bunch of lies
You just answer so coldly and bland
While the imploding of my heart I try to withstand

Is it really that you never felt the same way
Is it really that you never wanted me to stay
Around you and help you support you and love you
Adore you and emplore you put nothing else above you

That’s what I’d do if you were mine
That’s what I’d give if you’d be so kind
As to open up your heart to someone like me
To not be so scared that someone could make you that happy

But I cant make you look
At me that way
I cant make you love me
And I cant take back that day

Sitting in the silence
Realizing what you said
Acknowledging you never loved me
And it was all up in my head
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Comments: 1

xDespairex [2007-03-16 03:06:07 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOU. I needed that.

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