HOME | DD

Description
I've been pushed down so many times,
I feel this time will be the last.
As I lie here fading,
My thoughts are invaded by memories of my past;
when boys meant 'yuck' and friends were new,
dreams were unshattered and worries few.
When bad things didn't happen and
only skinned knees brought tears;
When the night light lit my room and quieted all my fears.
When bees were all that scared me and candy was a treat
and baby dolls and ponies meant everything to me.
When farewell meant just for the summer and real friends didn't part
and fun went on forever and never left a broken heart.
Now I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lie here on the floor..
I have no strength to get up,
Life's not worth it anymore!

Description
I've been pushed down so many times,
I feel this time will be the last.
As I lie here fading,
My thoughts are invaded by memories of my past;
when boys meant 'yuck' and friends were new,
dreams were unshattered and worries few.
When bad things didn't happen and
only skinned knees brought tears;
When the night light lit my room and quieted all my fears.
When bees were all that scared me and candy was a treat
and baby dolls and ponies meant everything to me.
When farewell meant just for the summer and real friends didn't part
and fun went on forever and never left a broken heart.
Now I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lie here on the floor..
I have no strength to get up,
Life's not worth it anymore!