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My friend bought me this model as an early Bday present and I am very grateful
and exited to get some avatars made for vrchat, and even reopen commissions soon ish.

(Vent)
Lately I've just felt worthless or like a burden on everyone, after what happened yesterday irl I just think its my fault.
It's my fault that I might end up alone cause I can't let go of my past and what happened years ago
instead I let in hold me back and I'm such a fucking idiot.
everyone tells me it will be ok but it won't . I know cause I'm my own worst enemy and no matter how much I try to change that I always fuck up somehow and end up back in the same spot.
I've just accepted that fact that I'll never be able to passed what happened
I feel like I've failed , failed my grandad, my family, my friends, myself

It could just be my mind and dark thought getting to me but its just how i've been feeling

Description
My friend bought me this model as an early Bday present and I am very grateful
and exited to get some avatars made for vrchat, and even reopen commissions soon ish.

(Vent)
Lately I've just felt worthless or like a burden on everyone, after what happened yesterday irl I just think its my fault.
It's my fault that I might end up alone cause I can't let go of my past and what happened years ago
instead I let in hold me back and I'm such a fucking idiot.
everyone tells me it will be ok but it won't . I know cause I'm my own worst enemy and no matter how much I try to change that I always fuck up somehow and end up back in the same spot.
I've just accepted that fact that I'll never be able to passed what happened
I feel like I've failed , failed my grandad, my family, my friends, myself

It could just be my mind and dark thought getting to me but its just how i've been feeling