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Published: 2017-06-29 03:08:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 355; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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Description Kids now these days think bipolar and depression
and cutting themselves is a new trend and a cool thing to do..

It's really not..it's nothing to be proud of..


I am a cutter. I cut myself on my legs, arms, wrist, thighs, neck, and stomach.
I overdosed 3 months ago, and the doctor had told me I had bipolar depression.

For the past months/weeks I been seeing a therapist about my emotional problems..

And making it a lot harder, my mom not giving my pills on time..
I always take my pills at 6pm..but she always gives me them at 11pm or 12am or 3am..


I sit here silently trying my best to be positive when really behind this computer I'm in a dark room, crying hugging myself.


I'm sorry..
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Comments: 2

StephenKinq [2017-06-29 03:21:56 +0000 UTC]

I also self-harm and the fact that people do it ""for fun"" makes me sick to my stomach
it's not cool
the scars aren't pretty
they're not something to show off

if you ever need someone to talk to, I know we're strangers ?? but I'm here if you need, it's always nice to talk to someone about these kinds of things
really helps, I promise. Talking has gotten me through a lot of harsh things in my life

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Antherr [2017-06-29 03:18:59 +0000 UTC]

Firstly, though this is probably inappropriate timing, I love your art style. It's really unique but also gives me this weird feel, like I'm seeing a mix of some of the hecking sweet artists/animators I see around YouTube.

Secondly, I get where you're coming from as far as "people thinking it's cool to be bipolar and depressed", to an extent. I actually have ADHD, and a lot of kids I've noticed think that they have it too because "they get a little hyper sometimes", which really isn't true. It's a struggle to have, though it's nowhere near severe as bipolar-ness (apologies for my chicken-shit grammar) and/or depression and/or cutting. Sorry, I'll get back to the point.

Thirdly, I'm extremely sorry that this is happening to you. I think it's entirely ridiculous (please, for the love of god, correct me if this if offensive ) that your mother won't give you your pills on time, seeing as that's literally something a doctor prescribes to you to help you with these problems. I can't say I understand how you feel, as I personally don't have depression nor do I cut, but I've had many online and real life friends who do and I hear a lot about it, so I can relate, once again, to an extent. Just know (cliche alert) that self-harm isn't worth it, and though I probably can't get you (or anyone for the matter) to stop, I'll give it my all to try. 

~just some random asshole stranger~

p.s. please get well soon, no offense intended, hope this was a worth-while read <3

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